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Friday, April 30, 2004

So the language paper is over.. Everything went smooth, however the chinese paper 2 is more difficult than usual.. I guess no matter how badly I done, shouldn't get below C.. Coz I still quite confident in myself.. So weekend has come, todae chengyin n me went to far east han to hav our lunch.. Aft tat take a walk around level 1.. Dunno y nowaday, we like to look at shoe, muz stop myself frm buying stuff..

Aft shopping, I went to look 4 cindy n maha.. We had decided to watch 50 first dates and the prince & me todae.. 50 first dates is reali wonderful.. Ppl, if u watch Titanic n start crying, I guess u all will even touch by the act of tis guy.. Can u imagine a flirt can change due to a gal.. N she is not an ordinary gal, aft a car accident she had smth like short term memory, cant remember wat happen aft 1 day.. So she always dun remember she dated tis guy b4.. But the guy nv gif up, he made video to remind her wat happened n tis go on 4 the rest of her life.. I guess she even forget she had got married n has a child.. Is such guy reali existed on tis world? If I was him, I wun be so patient, do so much yet the gal 4get bout u the next morning.. In the movie, some of the action were very funny.. Indeed a gd romance plus comedy.. I was crying n laughing throughout the whole show.. Even the show ended, I was still crying.. Cindy even commented tat I cried like someone was died.. Haha..

So the next show, prince & me, it was not as nice as 50 first dates.. Its a story bout a prince like an ordinary gal.. At first tok bout the process of them getting together, the gal dun even noe she was wif a prince..Den later it tok bout the gal became a queen, how her life is restricted.. Its like a fairy tale but I dun reali like it, the prince n queen had no freedom in watever they do, poor thing.. I guess tis is oso wat the movie wanna to show.. You hav frame, you hav money n rule a country, however there is no freedom.. I rather lead a simple life.. I wonder if the real royal families r reali like tis..

Kit said it at 10:00:00 PM

Thursday, April 29, 2004

So todae is the start of the exam which I had suddenly felt the stress.. I oni started to feel it when I step into the hall.. The hall is full of tables n chairs, wif exam papers on every individual table.. U will feel the fearful atmosphere, its like a war is going to happen.. Luckily the papers were not as bad as I tot.. I guess tis time round, I at least can pass my EL compre.. The passage is quite interesting n great thing was I did understand wat izzit toking bout.. The chinese paper was not very hard too but the prob is the range of topic is too big, I may write out of point, hopefully I didnt.. During the chinese paper, I was crying, sound weird rite? Coz the question bring back my bad memories n I scared tat the markers dun understand wat I mean, I dun think it will be tat bad..

So aft the paper, at first I going to library wif chengyin.. However, I choose to eat wif cindy n racheal at pizza hut at the end since I didnt bring my bk.. I told them bout a few strange encounters I had at home.. Till now, I cant tell izzit real or juz my illusion.. I prefer them to be my illusion as I dun wish to admit tat I met a.. 4get it.. So aft we left the pizza hut, we went to take a look at hp market again.. There is 1 hp seller told me tat my hp can upgrade to smth reali gd but I nid to pay $100.. I still wonder if I wan to do so, its not reali cheap n wat will happen to my hp if I leave it wif him? However it sound so attractive! Haiz~ I think I'll oni decide it aft mid yr exam..

Kit said it at 8:58:00 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Tml is the start of mid year exam.. I felt worry now.. Its not bcoz I scare tat I'll fail or wat, its like exam is juz tml yet I hav no feeling 4 it, dun even wan to prepare or do anything to it.. Oh, wat wrong wif me? I muz motivate myself to study.. Actually I'm more worry for the O level chinese paper on 31 May than the mid yr tml.. I keep telling myself I muz pass wif flying colour 4 my chinese as tis is the oni subject tat I hav confident in.. N I wan to take it once n 4 all, I dun wan to retake it in nov, its juz a waste of time.. I think I should at least do last min work 4 my mid yr exam now, better than doing nth n flung my exam..

Kit said it at 6:01:00 PM

Monday, April 26, 2004

Ok.. I nid to retype my blog post due to arshad.. He sent me a game but end up there was a nightmare gal appear on my whole entire screen.. It had a wolf sound effect tat make it even scary.. I oni can switch off the main switch in order to off the 2pid thing.. The plan had success as I reali get a shocked.. Even till now my heartbeat is still very fast.. Haiz~ Now I nid to start retype wat I reali wan sae juz now..

Todae there was no sch as the bio student r having bio practical.. However we still nid to went back to sch 4 our 2.4km run.. At first the venue is at Yio Chu Kang stadium but I dunno y it changed to sch.. I dun like to run in the sch, it has more obstacles than running in stadium like slope n steps.. Haiz~ Gd new is I still manage to pass my 2.4km run in 15mins plus even though I had walked 4 the entire third round.. Many guy cant pass the run, I think most of them had given up either due to they had fail 5 items test or they reali cant run under their time.. If u compare the guy n the gal timing, its reali diff a lot.. So I think teachers shouldnt blame them 4 tis..

I juz read news bout the Nicoll highway.. It sae they had stop the rescue operation as few days ago there is a heavy rain n it seek into the ground.. It will be too dangerous if the operation continue as the soil is too soft.. So end up, the last guy had to be buried around 30m below surface.. I'm thinking y he is so poor thing.. Its like he saved 8 ppl n yet he died in the accident.. The worst thing is his body cant even be found n rescue team had given up on him.. Now his family oso suffer a lot, due to law,he is oni a missing ppl, a death cert will be given to his family oni aft 7yrs later.. So it mean the compensation will be held over oni aft 7 yrs.. OMG, y such thing happened to a gd ppl like him, he reali dun deserve tis.. Hey guy, in future when passby Nicoll highway, remember there was a hero who sacrifice himself to save 8 ppl lives buried 30m underground..

Kit said it at 8:56:00 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Todae I went out wif my bro, xiong.. I dunno y out of sudden, I ask him out.. At first, we tot of bringing my youngest bro out too.. But later, I think better dun, I dun wish to end up searching 4 him.. So we set off, I can see Xiong is quite bored throughout the whole entire day.. First we take neoprint, den we hav our lunch.. At first we decided to walk around orchard n tis great thing happened, my shoe broke.. At tat time, we r near heeren n xiong sae he wan to buy a necklace so I bare wif it.. On our way back to far east, we met Ivon n accompany.. I'm sorry tat I'm very unfriendly as I'm pissed off wif the stupid shoe.. So aft we part, we reached far east to get a pair of new shoes.. Aft tat, we finally came here, my granny house, to look 4 the other half of my family..

So bored now, I hav nth to do here.. Wish to went home now to read the bk on personality test.. Its reali fun n true even there is some of them r negative result 4 me.. I think no 1 is perfect in tis world, a ppl is too perfect is not perfect at all.. At diff aspect, some ppl r better than another.. Tis coz ppl to become jealous n conclude tat the world is unfair.. Izzit tis great? If not due to tis unfairness, ppl wun work toward their goals n life will be meaningless.. I sound like I'm encouraging ppl to jealous of each other.. Haha~

Kit said it at 9:49:00 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2004

Ytd is such a great day.. Its like the first few times we behave like cheerleaders during the match.. There r around 10 gals n 10 guys, n we gals oso come out wif dance for the drum beats.. We r no longer juz sit down there n watch the match.. Now, we shout, we dance, we cheer! Hopefully tis kind of stituation will last throughout the whole yr.. Todae we hav cross country run.. I ran wif the others n as usual, cheering loudly.. Aft tat, mark, ivon n me went to united square to hav our lunch.. At first, I wan to watch movie wif Joshua or study wif Cindy aft tat.. But I end up sleeping in my granny house.. Haha..

Few days ago, I dreamt of someone.. Its like so real, even aft I wake up for hours, I still mistaken tat the dream was real.. Actually I wish tat the dream is real, I hav not seen him 4 ages, I wan to tell him a lot of things.. Too much thing to sae, too much question to ask.. However, I guess if I reali met him, I will juz walked pass him n treat him like a stranger.. Y my action cant follow my heart, I think I'm too hard headed.. However I cant deny the fact tat I reali miss him..

Kit said it at 11:46:00 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Todae I felt sick so didnt went to sch.. Actually nth much, juz headache n running nose.. But aft I had a ride on my mum car, I think I'm reali sick.. So aft seeing a doctor, I spent my whole day sleeping at home.. Aft tat, around 3 plus 4, I went to AMK library to look 4 my other members in CME project.. At the end, we did nth, wat we do is juz reading magazines n chit chat down there.. N nowaday we even enjoy having our meal there.. Wat has library become? Haha.. Haiz~ Nid to study 4 physic now as I didnt take todae wif the clz, tis time I didnt ask 4 the question as I wan to depend on myself.. Hope tat tml I still will think tis way..

Kit said it at 8:31:00 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Juz came back home frm library.. We went there to study our physic test.. There r Johnny, Jia Quan, Clarence, Xin long, Joshua, chengyin n me there.. Dun it sound weird, a grp of ppl who normally dun even listen in clz went to library to study.. The last time I studied 4 my test its like.. last yr? I guess I nid to divert my attention back to my studies now, I oni wish to take O level once..

Haiz~ Actually I reali miss the days tat hav lunch wif the gals.. Tis few days, Chelsia n Cindy were asking bout lunch but reali no time 4 tat.. I think mayb some other time, I oso wan to ask them out, hopefully it wun be their turn to hav no time 4 it.. Lol~ A big grp of gal is fun, tok bout all gal stuff n so wun be bored.. Haha.. Miss those days..

Kit said it at 7:39:00 PM

Monday, April 19, 2004

Juz came home not long ago, todae I hav a quarrel wif Jason.. Should I call it a 'quarrel'? Bcoz I didnt reali do anything but juz listened to wat he scold.. If I ans an angry word wif another, tis will oni make the situation worst.. Tis same question keep appearing in my mind, y when there is smth like tis happened, the ppl will always call me but not the others n start scolding? I reali dun understand y.. Anyway I feel tat I aint a fair ppl, as I often bcoz of matter A which made me felt furious, so I made use of matter B to take revenge.. Izzit a normal human behaviour or I'm siding myself? Seriously, if there is a reali fair ppl on earth, I wish to take a look of tat ppl.. I wan to noe wat is 'fair' bout..

Ok, 4get it.. Todae I read bout a bk which I 4get wat is its title.. It has a lot of interesting fact n 1 of them is word dun hurt 1 ppl, but instead, a ppl hurt himself by wat the other sae.. Example, like instead of 'He hurt me by scolding n blaming me 4 everything' it should be 'I hurt myself as he scold me n blame me 4 everything'.. When u put the 'blame' on urself instead on other, u will start question urself 'y I hurt myself?'.. 4 the example above mayb its bcoz he is ur fren n yet he is not so understanding n so on.. So u will further ur thought, 'since he accused u, such a fren is not worth to be sad bout'.. N den u will think there is actually nth unhappy happened.. In tis way, u wun be sad anymore.. As unhappiness is self-created..

Kit said it at 7:26:00 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Haiz~ I'm reali doing nth rite now.. Tis morning I woke up reali late.. Ytd, in the morning as usual, we r having breakfast together.. At first some ppl tat I even 4get who izzit came up wif tis idea as having breakfast in the morning wun fell sleepy in clz.. Tis reali work! But bad thing is quite a few thing tat walk in a grp to sch is so call nice.. I think tis is creating chance 4 teachers to scold us..

Ok, aft sch Cindy n I went to orchard 4 WINDOW SHOPPING.. N den chengyin join us later.. We kept on trying clothes, which is quite fun.. I guess the sale girl izzit tat please wif tat.. Haha, I dun reali care.. Btw I cap tat window shopping bcoz cindy n chengyin end up buying smth.. Specially Cindy, I guess she spent around $100? I guess how much she will spend w/o the words 'window shopping'.. Juz kidding.. :D

So aft tat I went to Bugis to meet Clarence n Jay they all.. Den we went to saka Sushi to eat.. I think they reali can eat a lot.. I cant take anymore aft 2 normal plate.. B4 we left, I order 2 ice-cream, 1 green tea n 1 mocha almond(coffee n nut, a combination of wat I like) n shared wif Jay.. I cant decide wat I wan so best is to get both.. But its half of my bill.. Den we went home, on the way, as usual, we did stupid thing.. At time I'm thinking, Clarence plus kitmin equal to wat? I think I better dunno.. Haha~

Kit said it at 3:09:00 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

For the past 2hrs I dunno wat am I doing.. Out of sudden feel like choosing some ecard n send to my frenz.. Mayb bcoz tis morning in sch, aft recieve sec 2 greeting, I felt it was reali nice n cosy even though it was juz a few words.. So juz now I had send quite a few ecard n all r diff n specially choosen 4 everyone.. Hope my frenz, u all will like it.. Wish u all hav a happy frenzship day n thx 4 being my frenz.. Haha..

Kit said it at 9:53:00 PM

I'm so unlucky todae.. Early in the morning I came to sch n step on shit! Tis is my first time, idiot.. I spent the whole flag rising ceremany time in the toilet washing it.. Tat was so so so gross.. Now, whenever I walked I look at the floor first.. Haiz~ Later in history period, juz bcoz a piece of rubbish I get scolded by wenhui.. Wat wrong wif her? Didnt take her medicine todae izzit..

In the past, I prefer sunny day than rainy day.. But tis few days was reali burning hot.. I cant even sit down n do my work properly.. The weather has oso made me feel so tired no matter wat time izzit.. Haiz~ Feel like sleeping now..

Kit said it at 4:47:00 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

I quite abnormal todae.. Due to history I read up the whole chpt during my 2 free period.. Den I started to feel tat chpt is interesting.. N started going around n ask ppl question tat is outside the bk.. Some questions r reali silly tat ppl oso dunno how to ans me.. Den aft tat during Geo lesson, we r so call having fun wif Mrs Ismail.. (Geo student should noe) Suddenly we recieve a shocking new tat someone was lost in the clz.. Its like 1 ppl walked out of the clz but the other 38 didnt even noe, we r reali a blur clz.. So some ppl went searching 4 her n thing went back to normal shortly.. I think I sae smth weird which I still dunno wat izzit n caused clarence to laugh 4 the whole lesson.. Poor bau bug was chased out of clz den, standing outside 4 bout 1 period.. History test was not as easy as I tot.. The prob now I still dunno is my ans correct, I a bit dunno wat am I writing bout.. Hopefully I hav at least a passing grade..

So aft sch, I went out wif Cindy to hav our lunch.. Actually we didnt order too much food.. But all the food we ordered r like glutton rice, egg n bao so on tat will make 1 feel reali full.. Due to tis, we took a long time to finish them.. I nid to thx Cindy tat she didnt order dessert, or else we die bcoz we r too bloated.. So we walked around n take neoprint ltr.. Den there was a pri sch kid tat is so cute.. He had 2 bucks but he wanted to take neoprint so badly.. At first, we tot of taking another pic n include him but we was too lazy to go back.. He remind me of my youngest bro, so innocent.. I think in future when I'm free I'll take my bro out n take neoprint wif him.. Haha..

Kit said it at 8:08:00 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

OMG! Todae my internet explorer loaded 4 bout an hour.. I dunno wat wrong wif it.. But aft my bro did smth to it, it was back to normal.. Ok, todae aft sch there is 1 photo taking session.. Tis is my last yr taking clz photo in secondary sch.. Hopefully it will turn up nice.. If I'm not wrong, oni charlotte was not in the photo.. Seriously, its a happy thing 4 me coz I juz dun like her.. W/o her presence in the photo, it will be so GREAT 4 me! I noe I'm bad to cheer over such thing but I juz cant deny tat I'm reali glad bout tis.. Hahaha.. Mayb I'm juz evil..

So juz now tok to a ppl on my msn contact.. She approached me first, at first I didnt noe who she is.. Later den I found out tat she is Jason's fren.. She told me tat she is cutting herself due to a guy dutch her.. Izzit it sound familiar? Its was exactly the same as wat I did in the past.. I told her a lot of thing like get over it so on.. Den I started to wonder, y I nv told myself tis in the past? I didnt know my mistake till everything is over.. I guess human juz cant see his/her own fault.. Hope tat gal will get out of tis asap..

Kit said it at 8:25:00 PM

Monday, April 12, 2004

Juz came back home not long ago.. Todae me n Cindy walked around amk central area n look at phone, Pantech G500.. 262k colours n 64 Yamaha chord, camera wif flash n 4 times zoom in.. N I think its not reali ex, it was like around $600 oni.. Some ppl think its ex but look at Samsung, Nokia n Sony Erission phone.. The price was even higher! Its not worth it for the kind of function they hav.. The price is paid not 4 the phone but 4 the brand..

I hav the urge to get tat phone but think tis way, I juz got my 6600.. Its not neccessary to change my phone now, although I like tat G500 but not as much as how I wanted my 6600 in the past.. Ppl sae tis hp is 2pid n big but I juz like it n I wan to stick it at least for half a yr.. If I wan to change phone now, I'm sure tat I'll keep changing new phone as better phone will keep coming up.. Tis will be no ending.. Its not wrong to like smth but muz hav a limit.. Doesnt mean u like smth mean tat u nid to hav tat thing.. Mayb once in a while but not all the times.. I think I'll keep tis in my mind n tell myself when I wan to change my stuff again, oni I can control myself, no 1 else..

Kit said it at 6:51:00 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2004

Having flu now.. Or I should say another reasons 4 me to skip guides.. Starting of tis yr I like not interested in guides anymore.. To me, go there oso nth to do, I dun like to do testwork.. Heard tat guides is kicking ppl out, I think I'm oso blacklisted too.. But I dun reali care now..

Ytd went out wif my sons, Jay, Jason n Arshad.. Den finally, I hav a chance to go bowling! Aft like 1 n a half yr, I finally touch the bowling ball n wear the shoes again.. The first game is lousy, everyone except Jason score well, I dun understand how he manage to get a turkey.. I oni noe he is so violence! Haha.. The second game I can sae its average,everyone was tired except me, I wan MORE! I hope it wun let me wait another 1 yr plus to play bowling again..

At nite, we went bugis to find Clarence.. I can we r having lot of fun.. Every time I heard ppl sae tat Clarence is childish, I agree too.. But tis is oso gd, wif him around, can release stress.. At least I dare to shout, cheers so on, dun nid to hide my feeling, juz be myself.. Tis is so relaxing, mayb to other, tis is the doing of a mad woman but I dun care.. Haha..

I start to wander again, y human always care bout wat the other think or sae bout him/her? It may not be true but depend on how one self look at it, u r the one who choose to believe it or not.. Again, No 1 is rite or wrong, they oni hav diff views.. Haha~ I dunno wat am I toking bout..

Kit said it at 8:46:00 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

The sport had juz over ytd.. N we get a 3rd in the house cheer competition.. I'm reali glad bout it, at least our effort r not wasted.. Some ppl sae I didnt mention his name, so tis time round I mention everyone.. The following ppl I nid to thx.. Gal r Chelsia, Chengyin, Cindy, ivon, Khairunisa, Liwen & Racheal.. Guy we hav Clarence, Hanjie, Hanyuan, Jason, Jay, Johnny, Joshua & Xinlong.. Hope u all recover frm all kind of injuries asap.. So sorri..

Todae is a very bad day in sch during SS period.. I was called by teacher to tok bout the topic so on.. Den there 1 word I cant pronoun so I kept quiet.. I still remember the word, its 'NEPOTISM'.. Mrs Sim juz sae tat I didnt listen in clz so on.. The front part I got nth to sae.. But in the end she sae I so call fake tat I dunno how to read.. I felt reali hurt, like I'm juz like tat, its a fact so wat can I do.. I did try but reali cant, I juz feel insulted.. Secondly some ppl juz commented wat so insulted, so in future, someone called her by nickname, I dun wan to see her cry.. Its juz nth n mayb even fact..

Den later when I went home, I found out tat my parents went 4 dinner w/o me.. A bit angry but more of sad as todae is my mum's bdae yet I didnt celebrate wif her.. Actually I planned smth 4 her yet cant carried out since my dad had brought her out b4 I did.. The most hurt thing is she sae tat I dun reali care 4 her.. Tis make me stay in my rm 4 bout an hour b4 I do smth.. Luckily, aft tat everything go well, I follow some suggestion by my frenz n it did work, thx guys.. Oni weird thing is the swan tat I made look more like a duck, hope she like it as tis my first time making tat thing, it seen easy but not at all.. In future I'll keep every small stuff given by others..At the end, its the thought tat count..

Kit said it at 9:49:00 PM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Juz saw my ex aft house cheer practice.. We juz walked pass each other w/o saying anything.. We dun even feel anything, didnt reali look at each other, juz tok to our own frenz.. We r like stranger to each other in the crowd.. I dunno should I feel happy or sad.. Its like at last I cannot forget him but reali wasted as we hav been together for half a yr yet end up nth not even frenz.. A yr oni can make so much change.. I'm still kitmin he still himself, yet we change so much in appearance, thinking n even feeling.. I think human being change over time, there wun be any everlasting love, its juz a fairy tale.. But smth I dun understand, y I still hav a weird feeling inside me?

Kit said it at 11:59:00 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

Todae is another house cheers practice n Chelsia bdae, or I should sae ytd.. Beside doing routin, we celebarate Chelsia bdae.. At first tot of going to guides later.. But den can 4get it later as we delay till bout 1pm.. We start some of the routin but not very successful.. The successful part is the stunt n 'parthering'.. I can sae its so fun! At least majority were enjoying themseives.. Some junior even approach me n ask me if we still nid ppl.. At last there r some ppl who r interested.. Now we oni left wif 2 days, can we handle tis? I trust my clz, house n Chelsia.. We sure can make it! haha~ I'm mad..

Tonite we go to Concourse to buy some props.. We r lucky enuff tat there was still 1 last shop tat was preparing to close.. Bcoz of tis I'm so happy tat I do a lot of stupid stuff.. Too shy to sae it here.. Haha~ I'm oso use to it liao..

I wan to thx some ppl, ppl who help me in the cheers, 4 routin there is Chelsia, Cindy n the other gals, u all reali help me a lot.. The guy, thx u all 4 co-operating wif us.. Specially xin long, who always catch me when I fall..due to tis, he injuried himself.. The other guy r equally impt.. At first I tot u guy will be playing around oni, nv noe tat u all will be so serious.. I'm reali glad bout tat.. I owe it all to u all, both gal n guy.. Its u all who make it possible.. A big thx to u all..

Kit said it at 12:04:00 AM

Friday, April 02, 2004

I'm so happy todae.. The house cheers matter is almost settle! Now we hav bout 8 gals n 10 guys! Tis is a bit too little but better than nth.. Todae I was reali shocked.. Bcoz I always tot tat xin long n joshua they all wun be serious, but I was wrong.. If not bcoz of they were there, I mayb landed in hospital now, especially xin long.. Its rare to see them to be so serious, not even the clz play.. Mayb bcoz Lei fell n broke her collar bone n they dun wish to see another case already.. However the prob now is, all the ppl in the compassion cheer team is frm our clz, izzit very unfair? But the other level not willing to join us.. Haiz~ Heard frm many house tat they expected a lot frm our house as there is a lot of cheerleaders.. I feel pressurize, coz I'm not reali gd.. But I'm willing to give it a try, anyway its the last yr in tis sch.. I wan to make it a memorable event..

Kit said it at 10:54:00 PM