I dun hav any lesson todae as IS ended.. However, todae is the day I nid to rush all my hw n project as most dateline is tml.. Haiz~ Anyway, next wk will be the start of exam.. I cant reali understand everything but I'll try.. I juz had a feeling tat the exam wun be easy at all.. I juz wan to pass through it smoothly n get an average of B n above will do..
I'm thinking of smth a few day ago regrading a topic called 'outcast'.. Izzit reali too much to outcast someone? It should be very lonely when a ppl being outcast by the others.. But when the whole world think we r cruel, anyone noe the reasons? Somehow I dunno I'm right or wrong, I cant grade myself either.. Somehow I dunno how to get near to tis ppl too.. I juz dun like tis ppl, wan me to get near tis ppl I had to fake myself.. Den I nid to wear a mask.. Secondly, I'm selfish, I'm afraid of getting hurt once again.. However, mum once told me, when a ppl is mean toward u is tat ppl's fault.. But when u do the same thing to tat ppl, it will be ur fault den..
Anyone can enlighten me?
HaPPy 18Th BiRtHdaY tO MySelF!!!
Today is my 18th birthday n I had receive many presents tis yr.. Firstly start wif Chengyin & Racheal(bcoz no pic), they gave me Angbao.. I wun sae how much, but they sound like my mummy n daddy however I dunno who is mummy n who is mummy lar.. I use tis money to do smth bout my hair..
Some ppl sae I look very cartoon wif tis hair style.. Like betty boop, but tis photo dun look like, its ytd tat I put my hair together.. Next coming up will be Cindy's gift.. She gave me a green heel, its 4inchs high.. I think I'll return her a 8 inch on her bdae den.. Haha..
The next coming up will be frm my clz.. One thing tat I'm shock is tat they didnt come for clz todae but here to pass me my presents.. Thx a lot.. Its another pig production plus a clover pendant.. A lot of clover tis month.. Haha.. N I do hav a small pinic wif dessert yam paste made by Leng Yee.. She havent teach me how she do so..
The will be by Yeow.. At first I go n look for him at the hospital to pass him some gifts but guess wat, the gifts still wif me now.. He brought me a lunch.. N caught soft toy as I wanted to catch 1 on my own.. Sad to sae, we spent around 50 bucks but caught none.. Haiz~ He gave me a balloon art(but I spoil it n redo it), n a bdae cake tat I havent ate yet..
Lastly, I nid to thx everyone who remember my bdae.. I was shock tat u all still remember as some of u r my secondary frenz tat I havent contact for months.. Some of u are my ex-colleague tat I havent seen for long time, especially nurul who I didnt meet her aft she quit.. U know, every msg bring a smile on my face when I read it.. Thx thx thx.. Hehe.. =)
Kit said it at 8:53:00 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
I juz change my phone.. But funny thing, its not the 2 phone I stated earlier.. Its K750i, I consider tis as a very old phone.. But somehow it had the function I wan.. Actually wat I looking for is a good cam phone n a good sound quality.. w800i is another 1 however I dun nid such a big space for music, I juz wan a gd sound quality for my ringtone.. Sound stupid rite.. As for N70, it fail for a gd sound quality.. Haiz~
Anyway, tis is the clover ring I juz got for myself n tis photo is taken wif my new phone.. It does hav marco for auto focus.. However, if I can create my dream phone, I'll do tis.. Firstly, I'll change the msg system to motorola or nokia, tis is quite hard to msg, sad to sae so.. I'm fine wif K750i casing.. Den I'll add in application like nokia for photo/video editing, nokia do had a good 1.. Of coz for cam, I'll love its own megapixel, or best a better 1(too greedy).. A longer battery life.. I dun think I'm asking too much rite? Haha..
Kit said it at 12:02:00 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Smth sad n happy happened ytd.. Actually ytd there is a MDE sport day n my clz is in it.. However we dun wish to go for it n all of us had agree to it.. Until around noon, Mrs Lee called n ask us to turn up.. However, she failed as none of us turn up.. Oh dear, Monday we'll hav a good time wif her in the morning.. So on my way to amk, smth happened to my voice, it had become so so deep.. Pls, pls let me recover b4 my bdae, I dun wish to suffer on my bdae.. Toking bout my bdae, I shouldn't 4get tis..
Ytd I'm reali shock, as in Chengyin sae they will hav a early bdae celebration for me.. But I didnt noe the 'they' is many of them.. I hope I can name all of them down there.. I'm go by table(dinner), They r Chengyin, Racheal, Cindy, Shawn, Clarence, Jay, Xinglong, johnny, Kian Chiew.. We went to the makan sutra beside Esplanade to hav our dinner.. During our dinner, there are firework.. N funny thing started, Shawn n Cindy start saying tat the firework is prepare by them for my bdae.. =.=" N they r so loud till the next table can hear us.. OMG! Anyway, thx for everything, ur turnup, ur wish, ur presents, the 'cake' and even 'ur firework'.. Didnt tok much ytd as I'm having a bad sore throat ytd which become voiceless now.. Haha..
Kit said it at 12:46:00 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Yesterday was a terrible day to me, having slight fever aft my 2 tests.. Luckily these didnt affect my performance during the test, or I'll feel even terrible.. So I took a cab home but I nv noe waiting for outside NP is so hard, it took me around half an hr to get onto one..
Now I'm in clz for Com Toolkit, sad to sae, I guess my presentation is not well done.. Haiz~ Kind of expected.. Now there is another group presenting bout valentine day, I kind of hate tis day.. I noe many ppl wun be free on tat day bcoz tat they hav dates.. Tis is pretty normal for couples but I hate it as my bdae fall on tat day.. Some ppl sae tat I'm so lucky, no I'm not.. I wun go to my frenz and ask them out coz I noe I shouldn't interupt their lovely day.. Anyway, I'm already use to it, there nth to sad bout it oso.. Wish everyone out there to hav a lovely valentine day n do enjoy ur date k.. Haha..
Kit said it at 2:31:00 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Tml will be a busy day, I'll having 2 tests, interview and meeting for project tml.. Any way to skip 1 day in ur life? I wan to skip tml, haha.. Anyway, I wan to ask around who wan to help out in the JAE next wk, please tell me..
Actually I had nth much to blog.. Coz nth much happened beside go to sch, eat & slp.. U noe I'm thinking for around half hr for wat to blog.. Y is my life so boring? So sad.. Luckily there is smth to look forward to in life, now I'm looking forward to a change of new hairstyle.. Anyway, I juz call my fren bout some money issue.. I'm so angry tat I gave her a scolding coz I felt tat she intend to avoid me.. When I call her by another no, she pick up tis time round.. Isn't tis obvious? However, I'm pretty shock tat I scold her.. Coz everytime I met such situation, I do not dare to speak out.. The other party will not understand how I feel either n we both become the victims.. Haha.. Ok, should watch TV now..
Kit said it at 8:22:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Finally, we went to wee kiat house at last but many did not turn up.. Jocelyn & Yiwen.. Hehe, u 2 noe wat I mean arh.. Anyway, we gambled at the end.. However not all the game we play wif money, oni in btwn n big 2.. I found out smth, my dad & I r not gd in gambling luck.. We always lost to other n we're the biggest loser.. Juz imagine the game 'in btwn', we oni bet 20 cents.. N I can end up losing 20 plus dollar.. Actually should be 60 but they let me off.. Big 2 is another funny game of our.. Bcoz no 1 thinking of winning actually, we juz thinking of ways to release more card so we wun lose too much money..
Beside these 2, we oso play majong n heart attack.. Heart attack is a game tat lead us to scream out loud.. So terrible.. At the end, we oni left around 8pm, 2hrs aft the time we agree to stop.. Too addictive.. Somehow I dun mind to play but not gamble, coz I wun hav luck n its a bad habit as u kept wanting to get back wat u lose.. Now I understand y some ppl can lost so much in casino, due to greediness.. Tis is human ba.. Haiz~
Kit said it at 12:38:00 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Recently, I think my madness had increased.. I kept singing in clz, contribute to noise pollution.. So I'm still waiting for Chengyin to steal some madness frm since she sae so.. I'm pretty happy todae too.. I got 77 for my ELtech common, pretty well for limited knowledge.. I'm so GLAD! Actually I cant wait for the exam to be here asap.. Not bcoz tat I'm ready for it, its juz bcoz when exam come, holiday is following up.. 7wks of holiday, I had waited until my neck become very long..
Btw, I'm looking around for Amksians todae but I hardly see any.. Finally I found 2 b4 I went home, I dunno who they r but frm their forest uniform, I noe they r amksians.. So Jocelyn had a performance todae, too bad we're having clz at tat time so we cant support her.. Hope tat she is doing well.. Jia you k..
Kit said it at 12:16:00 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Wat can I say bout todae.. Hmm.. A tiring yet meaningful day? Smth like tis ba.. Anyway, I helped out at the open house course counselling todae.. When I look at the ppl who come to open house, it is like a reflection of myself 1 yr ago.. Many ppl hav no idea of wat they wan to do in life at tat stage of their lives.. Some ppl told me they think they r a failure as they did not wat they wan to do in future.. Haha.. If so, I think 70% of ppl out there r failure in tis society already..
I met ppl who r very cute in their thinking..(warning: When I say someone is very cute in their thinking.. I DUN MEAN TAT TIS PPL IS CUTE.. Hope TAT 2pid thing dun happen again or I'll FAINT) When I tok to them bout engineering, they told me tat they nv take D&T.. Suprisingly, many engineers r frm sci stream in secondary sch.. Anyway, wat to do wif D&T, I'm still puzzled.. So in my mind I can picture smth.. There r around 20plus courses in np n each course has at least 100 ppl.. Imagine 2k-3k of ppl got a diploma n start sawing wood, singapore will hav no trees left.. Not oni engineering courses, actually many students still dun understand wat is some courses bout.. Dun tok bout them, I personally still dun understand the diff btwn EE & ECE, its very messy..
When there is not much ppl coming to our booth, we started to tok to Mr Hon who is the.. I forgot his post.. He told us more thing bout our courses so on tat we actually didnt noe.. I found out actually he noe a lot.. He was at the booth frm 9:30am till 6pm.. Reali nid to bow to him.. Somehow, even when a ppl is not too interested, he would tok to the ppl n made them notice bout smth.. Anyway, wat he tok every students is tat 'today is the day they r collecting information not choosing course.. When their result is out, come back n understand more.. By tat time u r ready to make ur choice..' Indeed a well respect lecturer in MDE..
Kit said it at 11:51:00 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I cant slp now, although I'm reali tired.. So I'm looking at hp.. Anyway, I wan to get a phone tat I would not wan to change within a yr.. So I'm thinking should I hav a 3G phone den.. Actually there is some phones I hav my eyes on but I dun hav the feeling tat I'm reali love them till I wan to get them immediately.. Its since a long time tat I hav such feeling already.. Ok.. These r some phones in my mind:
This phone is Nokia N70.. I think many ppl quite familiar wif tis rite.. Anyway, it hav 2megalpixes camera n its a 3G phone.. Bad thing bout tis is it oni has 64MB MMC wif it.. The price for singtel is 498 for 2 yrs plan..
The next phone I'm looking at.. Sony Ericsson W800i.. Oso 2megalpixes camera wif 512MB memory card.. Has very gd sound quality.. Cost 638 for 2 yrs plan.. Bad thing is tat it is not a 3G phone.. Now I do not know wat to choose.. I do not mind to look at other new phones but nth interest me at the moment.. However, I saw smth cute but I wun get it for sure.. Let me find its photo..
This is call the Cell-iPod.. Interesting rite? The key pad look a bit like ROKR E1 actually.. Dunno how much will tis cost but I juz wun get tis..
Kit said it at 11:24:00 PM
Todae my mum met a car accident wif a bus.. So tis car had sent for repair.. My mum told me tat tis accident happened as she wan to cut into tis lane when the bus is quite far apart but the bus driver did not allow her to.. So the bus knocked into the car for 2 times.. I guess the passengers on the bus got a shock too.. Funny thing is tat the bus driver called an hr later, ask for my dad to pay for the bus damage.. I think they should claim the money frm the insurance instead.. Luckily my mum, uncle & aunts oni had minor cuts frm the shattered window.. I cant judge who is rite or wrong for tis accident as I'm not around.. However, I hope such thing wun happen again..
I almost forgot bout tis.. The process of making cookie.. The first time is a failure.. Aft tat, its a success.. Look at 2 & 3, it was so small n aft baking it became so huge.. In total, I baked 2 box of cookie.. Now I cant finish them all.. Wat can I do wif it? I dun wan to throw them away coz I rarely make anything in my life.. Actually it tastes pretty nice, not bcoz of me, it is bcoz the mixture itself.. Chengyin ask me to try brownie I think.. Guess I'll do so aft my exam.. Anyway, tml is the start of the exam.. Wish everyone good luck in their papers..
I think somehow I felt like making smth.. But its too troublesome to go through the whole process so I choose to make smth instant.. See wat I found in the supermarket.. *Dah Tah!* A packet of instant cookie mixture.. So wat I nid for baking tis..
I juz change my phone.. But funny thing, its not the 2 phone I stated earlier.. Its K750i, I consider tis as a very old phone.. But somehow it had the function I wan.. Actually wat I looking for is a good cam phone n a good sound quality.. w800i is another 1 however I dun nid such a big space for music, I juz wan a gd sound quality for my ringtone.. Sound stupid rite.. As for N70, it fail for a gd sound quality.. Haiz~