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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

I promise I'll blog n I'll do.. Actually todae nth much.. Oni cheerleading I kept falling down, its silppery, I dun dare to sae, as its my shoes prob.. So 4get it.. The main thing I wish to tok bout todae is juz now.. There is a blackout, I hate tat.. I mean living in s'pore so many yrs, tis the first time I experience tis.. N I was bathing at tat time, 2pid, bath wif torchlight.. Its worst than any camp I hav lor.. Wat I noe is the north n northern east area experience blackout due to natural gas thing frm indonesia.. Dun reali noe bout the detail.. So was looking 4 candles n torchlights so on, I heard ppl playing firework.. Omg, they made such a smart choice, win liao..

Ok, w/o electricity, 4get it.. I dunno wat wrong wif the phone, I cant call out, when I finally call through to clarence, its like calling in to Yes933.. Argh! Den we hav a conf during a blackout.. Tis include Arshad, Jason, xin long n later clarence.. So most of us live in hougang, which oni got back our power at 12, sound like cinderella rite.. Its almost 2hrs, I guess we r the last area to get back electricity.. Wat the heck, I hate blackout, so 2pid.. Ok, got to slp now, byez..

Kit said it at 1:59:00 AM

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Todae is the start of term 3.. Still not bad la, I should sae quite shock.. Coz mdm Kee didnt scold me, oni ask me to write her a letter n tell her wat I miss 4 her lessons.. Tis remind me of the letter, will write in the morning later.. Hmm, like quite a lot thing havent done yet.. Like iron my cheerleading costume, letter, sign report bk.. Hey, my result not as bad as I tot, but seriously, tis result took me nowhere.. Muz work harder k..

So was thinking smth during bathing.. Sound stupid but nvm.. Thinking bout bdae present 4 quite a few ppl.. Hmm, den I remember smth.. A small bdae gift frm chuanyao, a testimonial by mark, some sweets given by chengyin n even tissue paper by ivon during movie.. All these bring a smile on my face! I noe all these r small small stuff in life but it do brighten up a ppl life.. Tis small little concern is reali nice n sweet.. I dunno how to put them all in word.. Its like, u r not been forgotten by the others, they feel ur exist.. Tis let me feel I'm not alone on tis earth.. Thx frenz for such a tiny thoughts for me, I reali appreciate them.. I wish to do the same too, to everyone I concern..

Kit said it at 1:16:00 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004

These few days, I dun reali hav the time to update tis.. Now finally I do.. Ytd, Joshua, Ivon n me watched windstruck.. A korean movie.. At the start, we laugh till mad, its reali funny.. I mean how they met.. Aft sometime, when the gal tell the guy a story.. Tis is where the tears came.. Ivon & I were crying all the way till the end.. How can the guy died like tat.. The gal try many ways to commit sucide yet she cant success.. Seriously, at tat time I was thinking.. Let her do so, coz she was the 1 who shot her own love 1, living on earth herself is terrible.. Till she saw the guy again on 49th days, he became wind like his promise to the gal n met her.. Tis story was so sad, I oni can sae we r reali noisy there.. Haha~

So at nite, we went to Esplanda.. As usual, I brought some praline frm Chocz.. Even aft wed, a chocolate day, I'm still loving it.. Due to Great S'pore Sale, the chocz oso hav offer.. Its 10 4 $10, I noe its a bit ex for a snack but juz once in a blue moon.. I guess its ok rite.. So as promise to Joshua, we took a boat.. Hey, I havent took 1 since sec life.. Hey, I nv pay attention to S'pore surrounding like ytd.. I like it, Its so fun, so we went to acrade n play at southbridge there.. I cant believe Joshua spent $40 on a game.. LOLZ~ Juz took it as a lesson den.. Last time I oso do so, but oni around 20 bucks, he is double of mine.. So we took another boat back n went straight home.. It was tiring but I still hav to dj, I made it juz in time.. 2hrs is pretty fast ytd, den I watch Euro2004 on channel 5.. Its reali disappointing.. I juz got the news England lost.. Regret watching it ytd, a waste of time.. Nv tot of England was out in the quarter.. Haiz~ Okok, Should blog later..

Kit said it at 4:16:00 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Believe it anot.. I'm still awake.. I was chatting wif Ivon bout smth.. Which we both do agree.. Quite a few stuff, yet still hav disagreement in btwn la.. So we chat frm I arrange dj stuff till I dj till the end.. N an extention of 3hrs till now.. Its a secret bout wat we sae as mostly gal stuff.. But I do the most toking, I'm so engross.. I found tat ppl do change, when ppl change, u will start to feel to miss the old self of them.. No matter its gd or bad, its juz not use to it.. At time, I miss, 1 ppl is myself, sound like tat psycho tat like themselves too much.. Its totally diff ok, lolz.. So I dunno y tok bout dream, n I look at my ex dream, its cute.. Mayb tis the main reason y I like them.. 1 of them is wan to be a police to protect s'pore, tat so lame.. Another is more realistic, take over his family business n make it grow.. They dare to strike 4 their dream, although together is already the past but wish them gd luck, dream come true..

I hav my own dream, 1 like everyone noe, I wish to be a psychologist.. Its not easy, I'm still thinking am I still wan to continue anot.. Second is a cute dream of mine, I wan to be a housewife.. Take care of my husband n kids will be my job.. Try to cook their every meals so on.. At time, quarrel wif husband n wait 4 apologise.. Lolz~ Scolding my kids like their hp bill so on, a bit like me now.. They might be angry at some time but they will think bout it.. Mayb part time I work as social worker in sch, part of psychology too.. A simple life style I wan but tis is reali wat I wan.. Mayb as I grow up, wat I wan is becoming even simple.. It dun mean I dun dream, I do, oni now, tis is wat I wan.. No matter wat a ppl do, big contribution like businessman or small contribution like housewife.. They r impt, they r there to do their parts.. It cant be everyone doing the same thing, together we make a diff, tis is the moto few yrs ago I guess.. Mayb now, I started to understand it..

Was listening to Reflection, song of Mulan of Walt Disney for the past few hrs.. Ya, its a cartoon but meaningful, I mean the song.. "who is the gal I see, staring straight back at me. Y is my reflection someone I dunno. Some how I cannot hide who I can am for I try. When will my reflection show who I am inside. When will my reflection show, who I am inside.." I dunno did I hear wrongly but tis wat I hear.. Its so nice.. At time, these questions keep appearing, who am I? Wat type of ppl am I? Or wat I wish to be? A question tat I cant reali find the ans myself.. I cant depend on other for such questions, its my own ans.. Its 4 me to find out.. Reflection is a short song but reali reali nice.. I'm started to grow my interest toward Disney songs, izzit too old? Mayb not, oni now, I start to understand the story behind songs..

Kit said it at 5:17:00 AM

Friday, June 18, 2004

Hmm, I havent update 4 quite something.. 5 days? There's ton of stuff I wan to sae yet I dun seen to remember them.. Ok start frm Tuesday, I went to maths den cheerleading practice.. The lesson is ok till toward the end, I had no mood at all.. Den I start drawing little duckie on everyone paper! Shawn still tot mdm kee print tis.. Lolz.. Den I went to cheers in the afternoon.. The CD is spoil, Sofia sae tat its spoil b4 passing to her.. Den it mean its spoil by ME?? WAT! She brought back for 2 wks, first wk is all rite when she brought back.. Second wk its like tat, she mean the scratch is invisible during the first wk? Mad.. Den I try to do smth to it, she kept getting into my way.. Wat she wan actually? Haiz~ Aft tis something interesting happened.. Joshua n Xin long was here n the prob is they r drunk especially Xin long.. He juz tok rubbish.. Omg, tis is the first time I saw someone drunk till like tis.. Lucky Mr Ling didnt sae anything.. Tis is how I spent tis interesting Tuesday..

So wed, tat morning, should be morning ba.. I stream frm tat nite b4 10:30pm to 5am.. Oops, me n clarence was broadcast bout Euro 2004, its a match btwn Germany n Holland.. At the end, its 1-1, draw again.. We r super tired at 5am.. Den I slp till around 11am, Clarence called, so I went down to find him.. The grp of boys r playing soccer, they lost quite badly.. Haha~ 7 of them came to my house aft the match, the main purpose is to teach jason how to use shoutcast so tat he can help to deejay.. When 8 of us entered the room.. Its fully occupied! I cant even go out.. So aft tat my bro oso bring his fren here.. Its devil, Clarence n him always tok online n even argue b4.. When they sae each other in real life.. They juz laughed, tat a funny sight.. So when my mum was home, she was so shock! Its was like a party field.. Tis is a messy Wednesday..

On Thursday afternoon.. Ivon n I catch a movie together.. We went to watch the day after tomorrow.. Luckily we still catch tat in time, almost everywhere dun hav the movie anymore.. Haiz~ Hav learn my lesson, if wan to catch a movie, dun wait 1 big grp.. Its hard to find a time tat everyone is free.. So we went all the way to Plaza Singapura to watch, we r there juz in time.. I dunno tat tis show is nice, at first the professor stated tat ice age will oni happened in hundreds or thousand yr.. However, it juz happened juz the next few days.. The earth is sick, seriously ill cause by man kind.. The temperature is negative 150 degree, tis is so terrible.. Every second the temperature decrease by 10.. If tis is real, how many ppl r going to die.. Tot of tat, I cried bcoz I fear of it.. I rather burn to death than freeze to death.. In the story, its touching as u will see how ppl try to help their kin n frenz.. Ivon was shouting, cant blame her as I was oso like 'run, dun see anymore, run!'.. I think ppl sitting wif us didnt peace at all.. haha~ Aft watching movie, we walked around PS.. Hey, due to great S'pore sale, I think every thing is cheap.. Feel like buying but I hav more than enuff clothes, should not spent anymore.. When we went to B1 I guess, we saw tis glitter tattoo thing n we tried.. Ivon chose a classic butterfly n yet I chose a jug coz it look like aquarius to me! Tat y I wan in blue, haha.. So tis will last for 2 wks.. I wan to buy the set, it look fun to me, but it will oni be a waste of money seriously.. Ivon was rushing 4 her tuition, so we didnt reali shop in PS.. I think PS change a lot, or mayb I had not been there so long.. I think its a better place than orchard n bugis.. I'm quite sick of it.. S'pore is reali small, even if I wan to go out, there nowhere to go either.. Haiz~

So at nite, I started deejaying again.. Clarence again, wanted to co host bout the Euro 2004.. I guess he reali hooked onto it.. Tis time the match is btwn Croatia N France.. Unexpectally, Its a draw, 2-2.. At first everyone tot tat France will win for sure, yet they didnt.. Hmm, shouldnt tok too much on tis, coz I'm not pro in soccer stuff.. lolz~ So tis morning, nth reali specially happened yet.. The oni stupid thing happened is I 'quarrel' wif Baubug.. We quarrel for fun as we r reali far too bored.. I think I should continue.. I had use up 1 page plus in microsoft word, I guess tis will be my longest post I ever hav.. Haha~

Kit said it at 3:11:00 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

I havent been blogging 4 quite some time.. But I'm better than clarence they all, didnt blog 4 at least 2 wk liao.. So if u all saw tis post, PLS UPDATE NOW.. hahaha~ So fri is a boring day 4 me.. In the morning, when I woke up n reply a msg, I fell asleep half way wif my hp in my hand.. Half an hour den I woke up again to finish the msg, I oso dunno y I'm so tired.. So I went to sch n went out.. Since I hav nth to do at home, I went to watch Harry Potter alone, tis is my first time watching a movie alone, reali weird.. Luckily the show is nice, or else I'll will be bored to death.. N I oso finally understand y most guy dun like it n gals like it.. Coz in the show, hav many small details, I dun think guys will notice tat, but most gal do.. Tat y the show is nice 4 gals.. No offence hor, lol..

Haiz~ Mayb I'm too bored tis few days, I learnt something.. Its not worth it to angry over something tat u cant change the fact.. Coz watever u feel, the fact is a fact, juz cant change it.. So y dun look at thing positively.. Haha, I think some ppl saw tis they will laugh.. Coz tis is not like normal me, I always upset bout small matter even if it dun concern me so on.. I think if I nid change to wat I sae juz now, reali nid time n effort.. Hopefully will success or should sae, dun hope juz do it.. Sound familiar, dunno who sae tat.. But reali muz thx tat ppl, coz tis is so meaning.. Thx unknown..

Kit said it at 2:35:00 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Todae rain didnt stop.. Its rather cold there.. Now the irc channel having prob again.. Quite use to it liao.. Bad thing is tat no one can do anything to it.. Gd thing oso nobody can do anything to it.. Wat we can do now is wait.. So ytd during the cheerleading practise, I finally familiar wif the dance steps.. Now I believe practise make perfect, wonder who come out wif tis quote at first.. So ytd afternoon, our uniform is oso here.. Its in green n yellow, I think its pretty nice, not bcoz I like green.. When we wore it, we felt tree spirit or green fairy.. Or the most suitable word should be elves, ya elves.. Not bad indeed.. Thx to chelsia coming up wif tis design, however I can see she was not very happy wif tis.. I oso dunno the reason behind it..

Haiz~ tml my family go oversea for 3 days, it mean oni left me at home.. Izzit gd or bad? I dunno wat to do, mayb its a chance 4 me to come home as late as I like or so.. But in s'pore, wat can I expect, there's nowhere to go too.. Hope they remember to buy some snack 4 me when they r back or else I wun tok to them 4 a wk, hahaha, wat a childish thinking of mine.. Haiz~ B4 they start their trip, I was already bored to death at home.. Or else I wun be back to my pri sch hobby, playing neopets.. I reali dun understand y I like it so much in the past.. At tat time, I remember I oni can feed n play wif my pet.. LOL.. Hmm, I should call the other now, see if they r free to watch a movie wif me.. Its a better choice compare to playing neopets..

Kit said it at 2:17:00 PM

Monday, June 07, 2004

So finally tis whole thing is setup.. N we started to stream, gd thing now is we hav stable listeners.. Mayb I'm not gd in deejaying, like always got prob like tat.. Haiz~ I'm happy tat even tones4u oso help us.. Tis is so unexpected.. Tat is so great.. Now wat we nid is more deejays, so the station can open more hours or we can work in shorter hours.. Its reali tiring, at time, when I look at the com, I dunno wat to sae, I'm far too unnatural.. Lucky we hav the other 2 gd deejays, wif me alone, the station sure close down 1.. Hmm.. Ya, I reali think so..

So I juz change my hair style, some ppl sae not bad, look younger now, wun look like mother liao.. Some yet sae, I look more like nude.. Lol, the hairdresser Ann is very fast.. I juz mention tat I wan to change my fringe, she took hardly a min to get all these done.. Tat pretty cool.. I think I nid to go now, or else I'll be late 4 my lesson, ya..

Kit said it at 11:16:00 AM

Friday, June 04, 2004

So for the past few days, was kinda busy wif the radio active stuff.. We recorded quite a lot of jingle.. N they oso prank on others.. I'm the first victim but I noe it coz they used tis on me too many times liao.. Lol.. Bcoz of the prank, now xin long call cindy an indian which she hated the most.. Half way through it, my mum called me n scold me.. She did mention there's a teacher call me n complain bout my results.. I guess its mrs lee as she is the form teacher.. No comment bout it..

So I hav a feeling.. I always hav tat when I'm down.. I wan to leave tis city.. Go to the jungle or sea.. Somewhere in the nature, best is there's some animals.. Tat will be so relaxing.. No car, no sch, no stress, no hp(hopefully but hard).. The thing I can think of is camping! I wan to, reali wan to do so.. Mayb will do so next wk when my parents not in S'pore.. Tat will be so nice.. I wan to slp by the sea, when land breeze is blowing at me.. Omg, I start to day dreaming again.. Lol..

Juz now Cindy was deejaying.. She played all the pranks in her show.. I guess xinlong is quite angry as he complain to me.. So aft tat its my turn, its rather then, everyone had to turn in to slp.. I wish to continue so I paste the add in irc n I had an average of 3 listeners.. Its weird in the sense tis is my first time deejaying wif all strangers.. Tat a gd start for me I think, n some did gif me comments.. Both bad n gd.. I'm reali thankful for the comments as I nid tat to improve myself.. Now I noe y ppl sae experience nid to earn 1.. Hmm, tis is getting more n more interesting..

Kit said it at 2:31:00 AM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Ytd I'm too tired.. The chinese O level papers I dun hav the confident to get an A for it.. I guess the most probably I'll hav to retake.. Haiz~ So sad.. So later we set off to cindy to record jingle for our radio station.. Radio Active.. Active DJ, Awesome hits.. We didnt noe we will take around 3 to 4 hrs to record a few jingles.. Hehe, the NG parts mostly is bcoz of me.. So I tot of a best title for me now, DJ blur.. Coz I'm always blur! Lol, I dunno y I still so proud of it..

So todae I waked up oni around 11 plus going to 12noon.. I had miss all the 3 classes.. I felt so tired juz now, I guess I'm sick arh, coz I'm sneezing.. So I went to sch oni around 3pm for cheerleading.. So finally we had complete the whole routin, its pretty tough for me.. I guess I nid more training.. On tuesday, there's a rehearsal for silver jubilee.. Omg, I'm not even familiar wif the dance yet, how! I'm quite blur, coz I'm DJ blur.. Trying to be lame.. lolz..

Kit said it at 10:43:00 PM