So Jay juz send me tis pic tat we took in sch, the last time as amksian.. The whole entire ceremony is not sad, we sang sch song faster with the drum so on.. However, the last part of the ceremony, the long walkway, still able to let my tears roll down my face.. The first teacher tat I tok to is Mr Ong, I was looking high n low for him.. The thing tat I wan to ask him is tat do him still remember 2yrs ago, I was sitting at the gallery as an audience.. He remembered n told me the time reali flies, its my turn now.. I was very sad at tat time n start to sob.. Out of sudden, I wish to sae, sch, I do miss u..
Kit said it at 10:25:00 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Tml is grad day.. During Prelim, I kept asking bout the date but I'm not hoping it to come soon, the best is tat it will nv come.. Out of a sudden, I hope the clock stop now n nv reach tml.. I guess there's too much thing tat I didnt treasure in sch, some friendship n some time.. Frm a childish little gal tat turn to sucide till now when I'm able to see more thing, wat I'm going through izzit much but its 4 yrs of my life.. I like ppl to come in to my life but y there's always an exit? There's some frenz tat I regard them as gd frenz, I dunno if they will read tis but I still dunno how to tell them..
Chuanyao: Whenever I think of u, I think of tat quarrel tat made me cried a day.. Once again, sorry as its my fault at tat time.. U hav change a lot, frm someone tat wun listen to anyone to a listening ear and understanding.. I wish to tell u, u do hav frenz, dun 4get them.. Hey, can I be one of them? Will remember u as someone wif lame jokes..
Mark: Pretty angry wif u when was first sat wif u, u gave me a cold shoulder.. I'm quite shock tat u r someone who oso playful n funny which is so ironic frm ur look aft some time.. I reali think tat u r reali a gd fren tat will care for others.. Wat reali surprise me is ur thoughts bout things, its so amazing.. Mayb till now, I still dun understand y u r so eager to leave the sch, but all the best to watever u do.. Thx..
Clarence: U r reali reali funny.. I dun understand how u make me laugh at my own pronunciation error.. Reali hav lot of fun wif u.. At first u do hav sensible thought but at the end, it still turn toward funny.. It nice to hav u as fren, reali brighten up my days.. Dun worry bout ur O level, I guess u will do well.. All the best..
Cindy: Hey, pink gal.. U r a nice fren tat will be there when I cry.. The funny thing bout u is when u scold ppl or curse them, its like as if u wan them to noe n pick a quarrel wif u.. I can sae tat u r reali straightforward n fun.. But be careful, u mind offend ppl in new sch.. Hope u enjoy ur shopping aft O, shopaholic..
Ivon: At time u do a lot of weird weird stuff which often gif me the 369lines on my head.. I can sae tat u reali help ppl to keep secret n dun wan to gif comments.. U always sae tat u r stupid, its not true ok.. Another thing bout u is tat u r kind n innocent.. Be careful when u grad, u r in the real society now, its so diff..
Chengyin: Leave u to the last as I dunno wat to sae bout u.. The first thing tat come to my mind, u r undecisive, u cant deny tat.. Come to think bout it, I think its pretty weird tat we r frenz, we hav diff taste n views bout thing, very little similiarity.. U r oso creative in designing thing so on, y dun u be a designer.. U r reali funny in ur action, dun ask me y.. But u r reali a gd fren tat I cant put feeling in words.. All the best for O level..
Juz found out tat I hav blog for an hour, its time to hav my breakfast now..
Kit said it at 8:28:00 AM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
25 more days to O level.. Anyway, I got my report bk todae, L1R5 is 31 n R4 is 19 bcoz it take my CCA pt as 1 of the subjects.. So I can go Central insituate now but dunno should I go for tat 3 months anot as there's still 2 wk of SP programme at the start of next yr, confused.. Quite shock as there some movement in the top 10, clarence is no. 9 in clz position.. Tis show tat everyone working hard except me, muz reali pull up my sock.. Oh ya, thx clarence for burning a westlife CD 4 me to keep me accompany, I'm too bored here.. Actually tis 2 days I didnt reali study, was toking more than study, so diff frm the first 2 days.. So tml will finish all the emaths papers which r incomplete, tat is my target..
I kept on chasing aft Chelsia n nisa for my money, at first I was thinking bout giving them time but time r running out now.. around few more days to grad day, I dun wan to run aft during the O level for money, tat is more irritating.. So hopefully they bring the money tis few days as I hav stuff to buy too.. Chelsia is pretty weird, the last time I told her tat there's smth I wan to buy smth, she was like questioning me wat I wan to buy.. It sound like I'm borrowing money frm her.. If they return me b4 monday, I'll will be so glad as there's stuff I nid to buy b4 grad day.. Will do all the shopping for gift at once, it mean I'll broke on tat day..
My little bro was having his PSLE now, dunno if he can cope wif tat.. I guess I gif him too much stress, I wan him to get at least 240 when I myself cant do it.. Shouldn't do so as tat is my target not his.. Hopefully tis Sunday he will come here, will ask him bout his exam then.. Back to study, will blog in the weekend..
Kit said it at 9:57:00 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Its a Tuesday now.. Time passed reali fast for me, coz I hav slightly change my lifestyle.. I have been study quite in sch until 9pm for these 2 days.. There's negative n positive bout it, negative is we will chit chat, gd to destress.. Positive is tat we can ask around for help, the best thing is make full use of the teachers on duty.. Hopefully I didnt start too late to study but I guess I'm not the last to start.. So work hard everyone, oni 27 days to chinese o level.. Will blog next time, back to study now..
Kit said it at 11:00:00 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
So juz now watch White Chick.. Its pretty funny but there's oso quite meaningful.. Like some kind of tot in gal mind.. Gal r so dumb, throw themselves at the guy they love, do everything to get their notice.. They can prepare a few hrs b4 meeting the guy, getting so excited bout a date tat they cant slp well.. I noe so much as I'm once a dumb gal tat always obey to the guy.. However, the guy always didnt notice, sad case..
So going to my grandma house tml.. Its like finally aft toking for so long.. I'm reali scare of O level, reason being I drop 4 grades for my chinese once.. So I dun hav the confident for tat.. Worry bout the history being repeat.. Seriously, watching all my frenz getting better n better, I'm reali happy for them.. However, I feel like a loser, y everyone beside me had improve.. How I hope tat I'm like Tidus, found out tat my life is juz a dream of others now.. I use to pity him but I wan to be him for once.. However, I shouldn't hav.. No matter wat, I'm the 1 who wrote my life..
Kit said it at 9:19:00 PM
