What Makes A Man
This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry
Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you
What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life
When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So that I can get over you
Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you
I juz watched tis mtv and I reali like tis song although its pretty old.. It shouldn't oni apply to man but to both gender.. I guess no 1 has the ans to it too.. Wat Ivon said is true, Bryan had left Westlife on March.. Now he is Brian, change back to his original name.. His first album will be out on 6 Sept.. Tat is so sad but Westlife still there with the other 4, mayb will get 1 more new member, I dunno.. Hopefully they will still be as gd as b4..
Kit said it at 11:36:00 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
A piece news to brk todae, not very special.. I lost my N6600, not suprise as its the 3rd or 4th phone I lost, even lost count now.. Handling the prob tis time round, I'm more clam.. No more crying, no ,more shouting n no more shocking.. Mayb I'm experienced, tis is not gd at all 4 such experiences.. Weird thing tis time round is the ppl replied ivon n chengyin msg, he sae tat he might be returning the phone but I guess the chance is oni 30%.. At first, I think I trust him, dun cancel the line so on but my bro did tat 4 me.. So lost the oni connection wif tat ppl, he oni hav Joshua's add.. 4get it, quite prepared 4 tat exactly..
So its time 4 me to prepare for the next step.. Tml will get back my sim card frm Hello shop, den borrow my mum phone for around 1 mth n den get my new phone.. Not going to get an ex phone anymore, juz get a colour phone wif some function tat I nid.. These r a few of my choices, N6230, V80, E398 or G500 n etc.. So I should start saving now! Save till around $400 should be enuff coz I'm going to sign a plan wif M1 as I'm oni 16.. I oso nid to get back the money frm all other ppl..(sorry to do tis out of sudden n u all r not prepare but I'm seriously nid my money back) However all these hav to be done in a month time, izzit possible? Will see den..
Kit said it at 4:33:00 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Language paper over! I dun think I hav done well for tat, but wat done cant be undone.. Juz notice tat the other papers start in 2 wks time, izzit gd or bad? I dunno.. Although prelim is not impt to me as I dun hav the potential to go to JC, I shouldn't treat it lightly.. Seriously, I dunno wat to be.. My future, I cant see anything yet, izzit a success or a failure, its still a long way to noe.. Wat I noe now, its in 2 months time, I'll end my secondary life..
Stepping into secondary life is juz like ytd, still remember CCA orientation, I made fun of the NCC Land cadet.. Come to think of it, I'm reali childish, plainly juz a kid.. Four yrs had passed, I didnt even notice it.. I had so much to sae, thx u everyone tat step into my life.. Those who always quarrel wif me, u all do a part in spice up my life, will I be bored w/o tat in future? Thx ppl bring me back to life, or I would hav die 2 yrs ago, dunno tat life is so wonderful.. N I wun forget to thx my frenz, no matter its the past or now, I guess w/o u all, I dunno wat life is bout, u all r far too impt.. I dunno 10 yrs down the road, how will it be like but at least now I'm glad to hav u all around..
Hmm, sound like some stupid prize present ceremony but worst is I didnt get anything, haha nvm.. So now, I should treasure wat I hav as they're not going to last, so no pt of continue to quarrel n gossip again.. I guess I use to hav too much bad comments n impressions bout others, juz found out I'm so evil.. I'm not even near perfect, y should I do so, its so ugly.. Should change now b4 I dun hav a chance to anymore.. How I wish time will slow down now but it will nv be possible.. Haiz~
Kit said it at 11:26:00 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Tis afternoon, I watched omlypic 2004.. I'm forced to watch as almost all the channel playing tat.. Li Jia Wei was playing quite well at the start, she even scored 11 to 0 in 1 of her match.. However, she still lost in the end.. Tat is so sad but cant blame her, she had done her best.. I cant stand the north Korea gal, she is so noisy, everytime she miss or score, she will shout.. I nv noe there is someone tat even noisy than me.. Actually was preparing to pass tis piece of gd news around tat Jia Wei had helped S'pore to get a medal, too bad tat I didnt hav a chance to.. Hopefully tml she wun disappointed like 4 yrs ago, Jin Jun Hong did.. However, I reali think tat they had done their best, the burden of getting medal for S'pore is far too heavy..
S'pore had juz started the sport sch.. The sch hours r reali long, start the same time as us but ended at nite around 10pm.. There's at least 3 training a day, they hav their meals in sch, all prepared according by the sch.. At the end, they slp in the sch at nite for weekend.. Tis sound like army life to me, however, tis is even longer than army life.. Heard tat they study the same thing as us too.. Omg, can they cope wif all these? However, tis is their dream they striving toward, so they hav to work hard to achieve it.. 1 day, when they get their medal when they represent S'pore, they will found out tat all these worth it..
Kit said it at 12:50:00 AM
Friday, August 20, 2004
Hmm.. I juz came back frm EL oral examination, its not hard.. I guess my pic description r not reali gd, as the teacher did question me quite a few times.. 4 the conversation, I dun understand y the teacher ask so much diff topic.. Tell me bout 1 of ur research or experiment? Do u agree tat some subjects guy r gd at it, n gals r gd at the other? Which subject u like the most? Wat do u think of single sex sch? Wat the worst thing of all is I tok bout lebs n guys at the last question! (No offence) Coz tis the first thing tat come into my mind, nth else.. When I sae tis, I can see tat 1 of the examiners was quite annoyed by me.. Mayb she is 1 of the single sex sch teacher.. Omg, should not be so comfortable wif the conversation, its still hav its limit.. 4get it, every thing is over, no use crying over spilled milk.. At the first place I'm reali regret 4 wat I sae, at least I guess I enterained another 1.. I guess the smile on examiners' face r impt, it reali help to release ur stress on the spot.. Finally, its over! It also indicate tat there r more coming up next.. I should not run away, juz face it, solve it, once n 4 all.. Its not the event tat is scary, its how my reaction toward it.. If my reactions r pretty negative, I guess nth positive will be coming out too.. Should work hard n dun regret, its useless..
Kit said it at 4:29:00 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Was pretty tired now, I juz came back frm the Bishan stadium an hour ago.. Like wat I sae b4, teachers did promise tat the silver jubilee is the last performance, however its not true at all.. In the evening, the teacher called n ask if I'm going.. At first my ans is not sure, den she sae didnt I promise Mr Ling to go? Den I should not brk my promise, so in the end, the ans is so obvious.. However, I didnt reali promise Mr Ling, he was juz telling us bout it n I kept quiet, so they took it as silent mean yes.. Omg~
Haiz~ Den diff teachers sae diff thing, Mr Ling sae tat we can reached any time b4 half time n went home aft tat.. However she sae we had to reach slighty earilier to practise n finish the whole thing, its reali tiring.. The best part of it is there is some technical prob, so the music cant be played n the whole thing cancel.. We r already standing in the middle of the field, waiting 4 quite some time.. Worst is by standing here not moving, someone still asked us to get lost at another team.. I felt like a fool at tat time, I should spent my time sleeping at home or doing my history question.. Forget it, wat done cannot be undone anyway..
At the end, she even told us to come on Wed to wrap up everything for tis yr.. I juz rejected it tis time round, I think by giving in is not a solution at all.. Anyway, I got a very valid reason, we r having our prelim at tat time! Hopefully, tis was finally the 'last' event for cheerleading.. Hey, I do enjoy cheerleading k.. However, by forcing us sometime will make us sick of it.. I juz dun understand the teachers, I can see they dun like tis CCA.. But in many events, like silver jubilee n competition, they wan us to be there to support them.. Tat is so ironic.. I personally think tat cheerleading should not continue anymore.. Regardless of teachers or students, their thought bout cheerleading was so bad.. By the way, its not an easy job instead its a tough 1.. Its not worth it at all.. I guess tat by ending it can also end the suffer of everyone..
Its raining now, tat gd.. It indicate a gd rest aft such a tiring day.. Gd nite..
Kit said it at 11:53:00 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
I juz woke up, pretty tired todae, I dun reali noe y.. I'm quite irriated by all those burning of paper, the smell is not nice at all n it will harm our health.. The worst thing is tis is oni the start of it, 1 more mth to go den.. My family went to granny house todae, I wonder if they r kind enuff to bring food back 4 me.. I was so bored now, dunno wat to do.. Mayb study for my chinese since tml I hav a test, I dun hav the confident to pass it aft 1 failure..
I dunno y, out of sudden I felt like going out.. Where, when, wat? I dun even noe, the whole purpose of going out is juz going out.. I noe I shouldn't at tis pt of time but I juz feel like doing so.. Br.. Its so cold, I wonder izzit raining outside, but I didnt see any raindrop.. Still wondering, wat should I do now..
Kit said it at 8:20:00 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Juz came back frm the Guides camp tis morning.. Tis camp I can its very special toward us, its the sec 4 ROD camp.. Finally, tis day had came, waiting like for 2yrs.. However, ytd nite, I felt tat I dun wish to come so soon.. Its so ironic.. Playing for the whole evening wif water bombs n at nite, we had our guide own.. Tis is when tears started rolling out of everyone's eyes.. I oni can sae, its time 4 us to go, new generation nid to take over now.. So at midnight, we were watching 50 first dates n windstruck.. While watching windstruck, there is a batch of ppl sitting around the tv n started to cry.. I can hear all kind noise at tat time, felt very funny den.. In the morning, its time for the promotion ceremony for sec 3, they look reali smart todae, its very diff frm the past..
So tis is my very last guides meeting, not oni 4 me, all the graduating classes too.. When leaving, I saw all the other level sitting on the floor, listening to wat their mdm sae.. They look so tired n bored, tis is juz like wat I do in the past.. Time reali flies, four yrs had passed.. In guides, I had all sort of feeling toward it, like, hate, furious so on.. All these had come to an end n I didnt reali notice bout tat.. At first quite worried tat the sec 3 dunno many thing but I'm wrong, the ROD party is a very successful 1.. While we grow old, they grow up too, no longer nid us.. Bye den, we leave the company to u all, I believe u all can handle it.. Keep the gd job up!
Kit said it at 1:25:00 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Today is a shocking day 4 me.. I juz got back my O level chinese result, it was a C5.. I nv expect tat, the lowest I expect is a B3, my chinese teacher telling me the same thing too.. I'm below average n far below my expectation.. Was thinking, Chinese is my best subject n I can get tis type of result, how bout my others? Where I wan to go wif tis type of 2pid result.. Wat I wan is an A1 n nth less than tat, I dunno wat wrong wif me.. I cant blame on the standard, look around me, B3 is so common, y cant I score more than tat n at the first place I shouldn't compare.. The another ppl is Hanjie, although he look alrite, I guess he is not at all.. Tis news is far too shocking, I juz cant take the blow.. Taking another exam, can I reali make it?
Now, I promise myself, tis news will be my last shocking news for O level.. Or else, I promise I will die by no matter watever way.. Coz, like wat mrs ismail sae, my capability is not failing subjects.. If since I cant get wat I think should get, I hav no right to continue living on tis world, at least I think so.. Sorry someone, I'm going to brk my promise, but I guess u wun care too.. So now in my life, its either score or else die, at least I'm giving myself some choices..
Kit said it at 7:01:00 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Half an hour to 12am, meaning I should be slping soon.. Thinking of smth during my hot bath.. Izzit a muz to own smth u like? I found out bout tis too, when u wan a thing very much, u will do anything to get it.. However when u finally get it, u lost the excitement in no time.. No matter wat izzit, a small like handphone to big thing like person, it always work.. Treasure.. Its juz a 8 letters words tat is so easy to type or spell, but y its so hard to be done.. The worst part is when u lost tat object, u will started to regret n question urself y didnt treasure it at the start.. How bout tis, when u havent own an object, u will think tat its near perfect or even perfect.. When u get tat, u will start to think its not as perfect as u thought at the start.. The best I think of, its not owning the item since u noe u wun treasure it.. Sound stupid rite? But let think it tis way, if u dun own it, u wun noe the neagative impact of it.. U will still think tat it was perfect even though its not, y wan to spoil beautiful memories of it inside my heart? Its not worth it by doing so..
Kit said it at 11:22:00 PM
OMG! I was very very late tis morning.. I can its extreme late tis morning.. I woke up at 7:15am but oni reached sch at 8:45am, juz nice, Mrs Lee's lesson ended.. I didnt do it on purpose, its juz coincidence but I like it.. For the past 4 yrs, its the latest time I go to sch beside those days I'm sick..
Was doing a mock test in the last 2hrs of sch, I reali forget bout wat I learn, hav to revise on them soon.. The most shocking thing is when I got the paper, I heard someone saying like its chicken feet.. Its oni 2 ways, either the ppl try to act or I'm reali tat 2pid.. At the end of the day, I oso didnt noe did the ppl pass the test, I'm not concern bout tat anyway.. I fail badly, tis indicated tat I hav to work harder, I had underestimate maths I guess..
Hmm, tonite I wan to wash S'pore Idol! Got tis banana man remember? Dunno wat funny thing he will do.. Y singaporean so funny 1, so many ppl reali go there n make fun of themselves? Haha, shouldn't sae other, coz I guess I'm 1 of them..
Kit said it at 7:14:00 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
So I juz watch the NDP 2004 n S'pore idol.. In the NDP, there is a kid sae tat he wan to be a police in order to make the playground safe for everyone to play.. Isn't tat cute? Mayb ppl sae tat its childish but I like it.. Heard tat tis yr NDP is last NDP at national stadium, next yr will be in Padang, tat was so sad.. So the S'pore idol, I think its more to funny.. There r all kind of ppl, some cried, some refuse to leave n even hav ppl strip! The best part of it is there r many ppl singing Mandy by Westlife.. Whoo, I dunno its a popular song.. I think the judge quite poor thing, they had to stand all kind of ppl.. But I think its quite entertaining to be a judge, they can laugh all they wan.. So I'll catch wed S'pore idol coz got tis banana guy, I think he is very very lame.. Its rare for me to addicted to an EL show, will see den..
Kit said it at 9:37:00 PM
Todae is 9 Aug, National Day.. Happy Bdae S'pore.. I hav quite a few frenz bdae on tis few day.. Ytd we hav Ivon n todae we hav Shawn n Weilun.. Ok, so tis pic I took on nicoll highway ytd during the firework festival.. Its reali AWESOME! Too bad I oni can post 1 pic in each post, or I'll post more.. Even hav a pic of the crowd there, took while I'm sitting in the middle of the road.. I guess ytd should hav half a million of ppl there.. However I didnt regret to go n squeeze wif the others for hours, I dun mind to go again next wk.. Haha~ I reached home around 1am, parents were not very happy bout it but they do understand.. Was waiting for bus stupidly at amk mrt station bus stop at 12am plus.. Shouldn't wait for half an hour before taking a cab.. At first wanted to go kallang later to watch firework again but I'm too tired.. If I'm not wrong, tml will be going to wild wild wet, hopefully it will be fun there, dun wan to waste my money for nth.. I think I had spent too much on travel in public transport, like cab n train so on.. I should start saving already.. Watch tv now, should blog again at nite.. 
Kit said it at 4:39:00 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Hmm.. Tis pic is taken during a practice for Silver Jubilee.. I look like some book worm, but obvious I'm not.. When I touch the bk I'll slp liao, nah, tis not the main pt.. The main thing I wan to sae is I lost my cheerleading uniform, not tis 1 but the red 1.. I havent tell the teacher-in-charge yet, dunno how to sae.. So I borrow Cindy's 4 tml national day.. The worst thing is I can even lost Fahizul's badge.. I hope I didnt put him into deep trouble.. So sorry Fahizul for losing ur thing.. Haiz~ I think I'm seriously a very careless ppl.. I can lost all sort of thing, frm some badges, uniform to even wallet plus IC n hp.. Wat I didnt lost b4? Lost myself better still, haha.. Oops, shouldn't be proud of it.. Ok, stop here ba, hav ton of thing nid to prepare 4 tml.. I guess tml will be a busy day..
Kit said it at 8:42:00 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Juz back home frm granny house.. Havent reali recover frm my illness.. Everytime in sch, Clarence will sae tat I hav kidney failure.. Sort of funny, I oso join in laughing.. However I'll think, if he was rite, wat will happen next? I dun reali watch wat I eat, these few days, I nid to avoid sweet stuff which is quite hard.. As u can see, most of the stuff r either sweet, salty or spicy.. I dun dare to eat spicy stuff, n cant eat sweet n salty.. Oni left wif little choice.. I can oni blame myself being so choosy wif food..
Nth much to tok bout todae, was oni attending half day sch.. I felt the pain when I woke up, nid to hav the medicine b4 I feel better.. I hate to live on medicine! So once I reached sch, immediately there was 2 free periods.. N aft tat, we had maths lesson, having integration wif mdm kee.. Once again, I dun reali understand wat she was trying to sae.. Oni can make out half of it by guessing, hopefully they were rite.. I dunno y I enjoy walking around giving out paper, sound 2pid.. Juz hope tml will be a better day, but frm the lessons, I dun think so..
Kit said it at 10:06:00 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
Hmm.. I like forest, reali like.. I oso dunno the reason, juz feel the force of nature is so amazing.. It dun nid human help in any way.. Was quite upset now.. Recieve a news tat my frenz not going to pula ubin(wu min dao) anymore.. But I guess I'll still continue my journey, its smth I I'm long 4 so I wun give up.. Will ask Joshua bout it tml..
Kit said it at 6:29:00 PM
I was sick again.. My body ache, quite pain n coz me dun wan to move.. My mum drag me to see a doctor.. Tis time round turn out to a BIT serious.. Its juz a bit, I think got ppl mistaken I got kidney failure, but not tat way.. Its juz like it can lead to kidney failure oni due to some bacteria.. But my most concern is tat I cant eat sweet stuff, like chocolate.. Chocolate.. Chocolate leh! Sob~ I dun wan to part wif chocolate, so mayb still eat some but not as many as in the past.. Hehe.. So recieve msg frm some of the cheerleaders, their msg were like no matter wat, dun gif up.. Omg, can see they reali mistaken tat I hav kidney failure.. Dun worry la, I dun think I'm tat weak ba.. Thx for their concern anyway.. Hehe, I wan to fully recover soon, I still wan to eat watever I like.. Haiz~ Inside the fridge, I still hav my favourite mochi ice cream inside.. I purposely left my favourite favour behind.. Now oso cannot eat, so sad..
Kit said it at 4:55:00 PM
