GossipGirl; Blair&chuck/chuck&blair

Monday, January 28, 2008

Hello! Nv knew my post is like 10days later.. I'm thinking who is still reading tis.. Going to start posting again.. Muz make myself to do tat.. Anyway, will suddenly blog coz I cant slp as I am suffering frm flu virus.. If you are wondering wat is the link, it is because I cannot slp when I cant breathe using my nose, cough whenever I use my mouth to breathe.. Y human nid to breathe, irritating.. LOL..

Anyway, tis wk is my last wk of attachment in HS.. Finally.. However I will be staying for another 1.5mths.. Many ppl object to my decision tis time round.. They were saying tat the job is stress n the pay is not up to the job scope, I can easily get the same pay doing admin stuff.. Hmm, I agree wif tat but I felt irresponsible to reject the offer oni at tis pt of time.. Where the hell can my supervisor able to find a replacement in such a short while n taught him/her everything b4 her vacation in feb? I think I juz make do wif it.. I guess I'm juz too soft-hearted, I dunno how to turn ppl down.. Haiz~

Hmm, another 17 days to my bdae, tis mean tis is the end to my teenage.. Oh so sad.. Thinking back bout the past 10yrs, I had done a lot of thing, there is gd n bad.. The worst thing will be commit sucide during my secondary sch, haha.. Come to think bout it, its the hardest time I had in my teenage, I tot its the end of my life but not.. Best part is 1-2yrs when the ppl I like came back to me but I dun hav any feeling for him anymore.. Human reali change, xi xin yan jiu.. LOL.. Best yr of my teenage will be my sec 3 or 4, when I am wif my grp of frenz in clz n cheerleading.. As usual, nth but nonsense in my clz, caning, gamble, house cheer, musical skip, L1R5 over 50.. You name it, we had it in our clz.. LOL..

So let think bout wat I wish for my bdae.. I think all my frenz should come out wif tis in their blog, its very hard to buy present you know! Especially for ppl like me who fail in observation skill.. Hehe..
Here I go:
1) Kidnap me a boyfriend
(I oni wan him, kidnap yourself if you know who you are.. PS: If you are willing to..) Talking about tis, tis is another crazy memory in my teenage.. I hope I wun regret, its sweet..
2) organiser refill (cute) - sold out in major bookstore
(Apologise to yinghua and grp.. I know you all get me a very nice organiser last yr but I nv use it.. Coz I like my old organiser, cant bear to throw it away even thought it was spoilt.. It contains a lot of memories..)
3)ferry wheel shoes rack
(I saw it selling at marina square.. Clear plastic, it can contain around 20-30 pairs of shoes.. I think other place might selling it at cheaper rate, tat place always selling furniture or stuff at high price..)
4) A feast
(Dun nid to be ex but pls be unique..)
5) swarovski crystal pig
(photo attached above: name: lucky pig)

Ok time to slp.. Btw, I am looking for tis song.. 陈柏宇: 坚强.. Whoever who watch 1 litre of tear, is tis the chinese version of the song in the show? Do help me to find out.. thx a mile..

Kit said it at 11:02:00 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

Sometimes when I did smth wrong, I would rather the ppl actually scold me, scare me, yell at me or anything.. Wat I reali scare is silence, been given a cold shoulder.. Is tis consider silence killer? When I finally decided to apologise, I was so lost and make even more wrong move.. I guess I learnt to let nature take its course, there are thing tat cant be force, mayb thing will turn up to be better like tis.. LOL..

Kit said it at 7:45:00 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

SLS

Kit said it at 10:13:00 PM

Woke up at 4 plus in the morning juz now.. When I look into the mirror, my eyes are swollen! Is tis consider retribution aft ill-treating yeow? Haiz~ Attachment left bout 13 more days.. Tis is the end to my poly life.. Kind of scare now.. Where will I go aft tat? Am I able to enter local university? If not, should I wait another yr or should I go to oversea to study.. Actually I dun think I'm independent enough to go oversea myself.. My future is so near but seen to be block by smth.. Lol.. Ok, time to go to sch..

Kit said it at 5:51:00 AM

Monday, January 14, 2008

I havent blog for very long.. Too busy wif my work le.. Like no ending.. Today I wan to blog to vent my anger bout my personal life.. I'm so upset n angry now.. Especially someone tat is impt to me do a joke to me.. I hate it.. I am not a puppet k.. I'm not a kid anymore, I mean wat I say but he nv understand, took me as kid building sand castle.. ARGH! I'm reali building sandcastle now, but I'm building sandcastle in the air.. Daydreaming all along for the past few yrs.. Haiz~ But I still choose not to wake up, I dun understand either..

Kit said it at 11:47:00 PM