GossipGirl; Blair&chuck/chuck&blair

Friday, November 07, 2008

I was so lonely today, haven't really talk to any person beside Rachel who came back to collect her belonging and head home to mug and Hua Dong, Insinyur OG mate cum dance partner, in the canteen when I buy my packed lunch.

I miss my friends, my roomie(Rachel), my family and especially my dear(Chris). This is bad, I am so sticky to Chris that when he is not around I became so lost. I guess I need to gain back my life, or what will happen when he left me one day? (I mean what if, I don't mean anything). By been so dependent on him, I will expect a lot from him. When he fail to meet any of them, I will feel disappointed. This is so unfair to him. What a stupid possessive girl I am. GROW UP!

As for Rachel, she is moving out after this semester, she made the right choice for herself as she can't really concentrate in hall. I am quite upset about it, I do not know how to tell her cause I can't just say, 'Rachel, please continue staying with me!' This is so irresponsible and selfish. I just want to let her know I will miss her cause she is a very good roomie who cares a lot for me but I do not know how to tell her.

Secondly, I need my friends, I miss my Secondary school and polytechnic friends. Actually I miss them all, just that they are not in NTU, its so hard to reach them. Not forgetting Yeow, my mentor, he is part of the reason that I want to be a quality engineer. Although situation had changed but I am still very grateful to him. I shouldn't just forget a big brother like him..

Ok, stop dreaming and start study. If I failed, I can sit down here and dream forever till cobwebs are all over me. Then there will be tale of a sad female spirit in Hall 16 sit down there in this room and.. Good luck to everyone who are having exams coming soon and smile always to friends who are working..

Kit said it at 7:18:00 PM

Hi friends. I had an event on the 27 December 08 starting from 8pm which is the end of year cluster halls bash 2008 called EXPOSED. This is a party that consist of music, games, lucky draw and lots of fun! Tickets will be selling at $14 for individual and $13 each for a group of 5. Please contact me if you are interested to know about the events. As for my friends, I really hope to see you guys at the event, a chance for us to catch up too.

Kit said it at 7:11:00 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

S.H.E - 安静了
作词:Selina(任家萱)
作曲:周杰伦编曲:吕绍淳
专辑:我的电台 FM S.H.E

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你你选择了自己 Wo

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地你却走回你的记忆

* 你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里

我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一努力就有结局 Wo

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手 Repeat *

I love the lyric of this song, very sad yet true.. Why are guys always so hard to understand.. What do they really want in their love lives? This is so scary..

Someone tell me that for guy, never be too sticky, this will make them run away.. In order to let them to love you more, leave them alone, they will stick to you instead. However in order to leave them alone is to love them lesser, I think this is rather silly..

I don't want to love him lesser to make myself feel better but I love him so I should give him back his space. Actually sometimes what I need is quality time instead of long hours of staying beside him. It is terrible to stay beside one person and yet still missing that very person. Lack of mental presence is much much more worse than lack of physical presence.

Hmm, actually I should be the 1 learning instead of him.. He is much more mature in many ways but he forgot that he is in a relationship with a little girl who can't really see his points at times.. 'Dear dear, wait for me, give me time and be patience with me. Let me grow together with you. I have many thing to learn from you before I can learn with you.'

Kit said it at 5:04:00 PM

Monday, November 03, 2008

These are the gifts we got for each other for 1 month anniversary.. We got each other a watch, he made me an organiser and I made him a card..

For the second month, he gave me clover necklaces.. Haha.. I didn't really do anything for him, just fold him some stars..

Post these photos cause I hope when I look back in future, I'll remember how nice we have been to each other.. I must treasure whatever I have, it will never come twice..

Kit said it at 1:25:00 AM