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Sunday, May 30, 2004

Juz come back frm woodland.. Went to mark performance wif liwen, ivon n cindy juz now.. Its reali cold down there, I was nearly fozen.. At first I tot tat the whole thing will end in 1hr time, however it took nearly 3hrs to end.. Mark was doing well there, oni he didnt hav any expression.. During the whole performance, I clap the loudest 4 a stranger.. The reason is very simple, it is bcoz he is playing eyes on me.. Haha.. So mark's performance had come to an end, O level chinese will be over soon tml.. Tat mean many ppl will 'come back' online.. Tat gd, or else I'll bore to death if tis carry on.. Later, I'll juz browse through my sec 3&4 guide bk n tat it for the chinese O level.. I guess now I nid the most is enuff rest, no use doing so much last min work, it wun go up to my head.. I still had a question I cant ans, y I dun feel scare? Izzit bcoz its chinese or bcoz I can retake if I cant do well.. Or its juz as simple as I cant be bother? A pretty tough question 4 myself.. Lol..

Kit said it at 6:33:00 PM

So its pretty late now.. Going to slp soon.. Hey, I juz found out smth.. I didnt study 4 chinese yet.. Dunno can get the result I wan anot.. Hopefully still can la, I depend on chinese liao leh.. So todae, Clarence was djing n he asked me to take over.. Tis is my first time djing, so I made many mistakes.. Lol.. Now I know, dj is not as easy as I tot, muz think of topic so on..

So later at nite, Cindy, Clarence n I had a conference.. We r toking bout the idea of net radio.. So its coming up soon.. If there is no changes, my slot will be frm 12-2am.. Its reali late, I scare I'll slp b4 my time slot.. Haha.. Mayb not, coz I'm an owl! If I'm not wrong, the name of the it is active radio.. The dj we had now is Jay, Cindy, Clarence n me.. Hmm.. I should slp now.. Nitez..

Kit said it at 2:05:00 AM

Friday, May 28, 2004

Juz came home frm the Home united match.. We had lost to Young Lion.. We, the cheerleaders, oso not as gd as b4 todae.. Its so weird.. I'm not sure is tis our(sec 4) last match or last second.. Haiz~ Dunno the other level can manage themselves anot.. Gd luck 4 them.. So b4 going to the match, Chengyin n I went to develop the photo in my hp.. We juz select a few photos we took on wed n oso some nice pic.. All these cost around 30 plus bucks.. So when we check, we actually ordered 83 photos! Omg, tat a lot, I dun understand y izzit so many.. I'll see tml when I collect it..

Anyway, I dunno y tis idea came across my mind.. I wan to make a series of blogskin.. Coz I found some reali nice pic online, but I guess the blogskins wun be popular.. It will juz be very simple.. The series I wan to make is horoscope, elements n mayb seasons.. I'm quite lazy now as Chinese O level coming.. Mayb aft tat I'll start my 'project'.. See first, mayb I dun even care.. Haha..

Seriously, I havent reali start studying 4 my chinese.. 1 scary thing is many ppl not online these few days? Is everyone studying? Nv see everyone so serious b4.. I guess I'm very naughty, havent start my revision yet.. Mayb start tml wif cheng yu n sec 3&4 words.. I oni study the meaning of it I guess.. Btw, gd luck to everyone 4 ur O.. Oh ya, Mark, gd luck 4 ur performance!

Kit said it at 10:43:00 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

So todae is the last day of sch.. N I hav a wonderful day.. So during recess, nisa, racheal, chengyin n me were eating in the canteen, we were sitting around the round table.. When I'm going to start having my meal, nisa start to sae OMG, OMG.. I reali dunno wat happened, the first impression I tot she saw a handsome guy, lol.. B4 I start asking her bout wat happened, Racheal left the table immediately.. N I oso heard Chengyin screaming shortly.. 3 of them ran away frm the table, leaving me there still sitting.. Den the next time I saw is a huge lizard on the table! I'm shocked till I dunno how to move or shout.. When I had 1 more look at it, it look fake.. So I poke it n throw behind.. I dunno y it landed on ivon shoe n she oso start screaming n created another chao.. Tis short period of time, we had caught the attention of everyone in the canteen, laughter was all around.. The malay teacher oso try to be funny by catching the lizard.. So everyone was back include chengyin who ran till we cant see her.. When she was back, she started crying.. I think tis is most memorable recess of my 4 yrs life in amkss, thx to the guide junior.. Haha..

So aft tat, we went to pizza hut to hav our lunch wif liwen, the main lead of the day.. We went there as todae is not oni the end of term 2 but oso the last day of liwen in amkss.. The ppl who went there include liwen, ivon, xinyi,chengyin, cindy, clarence, jay, chuanyao, melvin, hanjie n me.. So there's a grp of Mayflower pupil sitting near us, they kept on laughing among themselves.. As we were playful, we laugh wif them aft count of 3.. Its damn 2pid but fun, at the end they notice us.. Aft they left, we started our photo session! We kept on taking photo, frm photo wif liwen till act cute n strange photo, at the end even family photo n wedding photo.. We r so lame! But I like it! Haha.. We were beahaving like we own the whole pizza hut.. In the end, we had to part.. Ivon cried n hug liwen, when they were hugging, ivon laugh.. Ivon was a gd actress huh..

Aft tat, Clarence, Chengyin n I went back to sch to help up in the banner thingy.. Mr Chen dun let us went back to our clzroom.. So we sneak in, Xinlong, Johnny, Jia Quan n Han Yuan was there.. They had completed their game stall banner, its nice.. Den we start painting our menu board.. Due to tis, some incident happened tat I shouldn't state here, its something we dun expect it to happen.. When everyone was running, as usual, I was shocked standing down there.. Its the second time.. Haiz~ So we complete our stuff immediately n went off..

So when I reached home, I recount the story to my parents while they were eating.. They didnt comment much bout the event, wat they sae was, I contribute a lot to the noise pollution.. So bad, they r the one who give birth to me.. Haha, too bad, they oni can choose to listen to my crap.. Omg, I tot so much tis time round! I guess tat it, will blog another time.. Byez..

Kit said it at 8:48:00 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

So todae we had our first silver jubilee performance practice.. I cant catch up wif the other, its pretty fast.. I can do part by part but juz cant put them together.. Quite upset by the routin, there aint any stunt in it.. So sad, haiz~ Now, we still dunno if the guy will be joining us anot.. Anyway, during the June holiday I had a chance to join the Cheer Camp.. I'm quite excited, I can met all sort of cheerleaders there.. 1 of them is a frenz I make frm other sch, we will meet during the camp.. However, I'm oso quite scare.. Its bcoz I think I'm quite weak in my cheerleading, I dunno if I'll make a fool of myself there anot.. I hate tis kind of mix feeling, dunno should I feel happy or sad.. Its pretty late now, should go to slp n wake up early tml.. Byez..

Kit said it at 11:52:00 PM

Monday, May 24, 2004

Feel like running away.. To where, I dunno.. Reason, I'm not very sure.. Todae, clarence 'played' some 2pid link stuff.. Was pretty angry, its bout me.. Its like the whole world noe it, I was still like a fool looking at it n yet I cant find it.. I hate it when the world is laughing at it, juz dun like.. Frm my view, its like laughing at me, sorry but I juz take it tis way.. I juz had enuff of ppl laughing at me, the diff btwn 'at' n 'wif' made a great diff.. I juz feel terrible, reali reali did.. Btw, clarence, let the guys off pls, they very poor thing leh.. Hanjie had ppl he like lor, u did tis to him, reali unfair.. Apply the same to another too.. Tis remind me of another 2 guys, who already suffer a lot by stepping in my life.. Shouldn't tok much bout them huh..

So I was reali mad, shouted at everyone against me, Cindy n Xinlong n many other I guess.. I'm not the usual me todae, coz normally I juz take it n wun sae anything.. However, todae I juz sae everything out of my mind w/o thinking twice.. Man had diff faces, izzit my real face? Mayb, perhap, yah.. Saying everything out is relaxing, nth to hide frm other.. However, by doing so, the ppl nid to face the consequences by.. I feel tat the world is looking 4 truth, however be truthful is very stupid in tis kind of world.. Everyone is building high wall, tis coz the other ppl cannot reach them, tis is the worst way of protecting urself.. At the end, u r the one who hurt urself.. I juz dun understand y everyone choose tis way, me too.. At time, I envy animal.. Its like if u gif them food, they wun look at u n see if u hav any motive, they juz take it.. It dun nid any reason 4 a ppl to do anything but ppl like to wonder 'y tis ppl treat me so well todae' so on.. Izzit protective or sensitive? Hmm.. Depend..

Kit said it at 11:11:00 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Tis morning I'm too lazy to wake up.. However I decided to go guides since I had miss a lot of meeting.. Its kinda boring as the other sec 4 r not there.. Didnt reali tok a lot, I dun reali noe the Junior.. So aft guides, I went to cindy's house since she asked me to pack her house 4 her.. Actually nth much, when I was watching tv, she went to slp! She reali weird leh, leave guest in living rm n went to slp.. Haha..

Later went to city hall to buy some gift for Liwen.. Ya, she is leaving us soon.. Aft 1 more wk, we wun see her around the sch.. I started to noe Liwen in the sport day cheerleading, she is quite diff frm wat I think she is at first.. She is not tat quiet gal as I tot, she can be active too.. Haha, too bad I noe her too late.. Hey gal, 4/4 will miss u hor.. Remember to visit us if u r free..

Going to slp now, tml early in the morning I'm going 4 Big Walk.. I'm first timer, dunno how izzit like.. Hope it wun be boring..

Kit said it at 11:47:00 PM

Friday, May 21, 2004

So todae we got a news, fullerton is too ex.. They wan to change.. But I tot everyone hav agree to tat, y nid to change.. Heard tat its frm 5B, should be ba, coz tat day oni them r diff frm our decision.. At first I tot the majority win, however, I dun think so now.. Haiz~ Seriously, I dun think it make a very much diff in $75 n $90.. Its like once in so many yrs, its not all the time we will hav such chances.. So now, we nid to choose a $75 hotel now, dunno wat they will vote 4..

Anyway, Mrs Lee is not here.. First is bio period, we went to library to play murderer.. N aft tat, we start our game like wat we did ytd.. I think its childish n stupid but quite fun.. But terrible in the way they beat ppl, they put so much force.. The whole table can even move.. I think we r back to kiddish world but oni can sae its fun! Haha~

Aft sch, we start painting the banner for both food n game stall.. Clarence n Chengyin r very funny n oso make lot of noise.. I dunno if we r painting the banner or painting ourselves, the worst thing we r in all sort of colour.. Jia Quan is the worst, he sat on the paint somemore.. Haha, his reaction is damn funny.. I didnt regret coming to tis clz, its reali fun.. However, the scary thing is u dunno wat is on the other's mind.. Haiz~

Kit said it at 9:03:00 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Ouch! Having headache now.. Use to it liao.. Hav nth to do at home.. So I went down to NTUC to buy stuff for the sliver jubilee as mrs lee ask us to do so.. I think I buy far too much, spend around $12 for it.. Not reali worth it for such event.. i guess mayb tml will share part of it wif my frenz..

So June holiday is coming.. Its not a holiday 4 us, instead it mean we nid to work harder.. I oni passed 3 subjects n fail my examination.. I think tis better than I juz passed.. As now I'm very disappointed wif my result n decided to work hard toward my goal.. I noe many teachers sae tat we cant make it, but I dun think so.. I noe last min work is not gd however 4/4 is a clz can do last min work well.. Juz like the sport day cheerleading stuff, we reali make it in a wk time.. So I believe, strongly tat we can do it.. I hate ppl to grp us as 'no cure'.. So at the end of yr, 4/4 will show ppl sae so to be shocked n not to disappointed teachers who still hav faith in us..

Kit said it at 9:55:00 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Haiz~ Tis weird feeling inside me is still there.. I dun understand y izzit there.. I got a feeling, running away frm sch.. Not oni bcoz of result, its more bout there's no more life in sch.. So tis how I spent my everydae life, Wake up, go to sch, aft sch go home, I'll either slp or online.. The worst thing is when I online, there's nth 4 me to do.. Face the com n tat is.. Or else take a tour around shopping alone like a loser.. I dunno how long tis hav to continue, mayb aft the O level? Den I as well hibernate until then..

During clz, I'm oso quite weird, walking round n round the clz rm is the best 4 me or else I like hav nth to do.. I felt lonely but y? I hav frenz I hav stuff to do.. But y tis feeling still come to me.. Wat happen to me? Y am I like tat? I dunno n I swear I reali dunno.. Tears can keep running down my face w/o a reason.. But.. I still dun understand y.. Wat am I bother by? I'm tired by tis, leave me pls.. I cant take it..

Kit said it at 6:01:00 PM

Juz waked up no long ago frm my more than 12hrs slp, tat y I'm not online ytd.. I'm reali tired specially aft I get back most of the result.. I think tis is the worst mid yr of my secondary life.. Tis made me hav the feeling of running away frm sch.. I'm thinking if there's reali a neverland, where ppl wun grow up, if there is, I'll migrate there.. Haiz~ Dun wish to tok bout sad thing liao.. So ytd we voted 4 the hotel for grad nite, the result is Fullerton Hotel n dinner type is Western.. Tis is same 4 all express classes.. So now we will see bout the sec 5 n the 4NT, hopefully will hav the same result.. Oops, todae I'm not in sch, so Chengyin will hav to go to the meeting alone, I think Cindy will acc her.. Feel like going back to sch 4 chinese, hmm, we will see..

So the Sliver Jubilee performance.. Its confirm we hav to go but not 4 all coz sch dun hav tat much to make so much costume.. We oni hav once every wk to practise our routin, izzit enuff, hopefully we will do a gd job.. So will be ending here, coz going to SIR building wif my mum to make my new NRIC.. Hopefully the que n watever process wun be long.. Bye~ Might blog later..

Kit said it at 9:45:00 AM

Monday, May 17, 2004

Oh ya, I 4get to mention my terrible results.. So far, I get back 4 full results, 2 pass(MT & Emaths) n 2 fail(Geo & Amaths).. Its so bad, if during O level I reali score like tat, there's oni 1 word, die! However I'm quite angry not bcoz tat I fail my subjects, on top of tat, there 1 ppl tat keep on showing off his result during Geo.. Ya, I noe u didnt study n u can do so well, I didnt doubt ur intelligence but can u juz dun tok.. The other r doing badly n u keep on boosting bout ur result in front of them.. U r even insensitive than I do.. Pls look around u, if u treated the ppl around u as frenz, den pls be considerate.. If not, dun even tok to them ok.. Wat u do is oni upsetting others n nth else.. How ppl in such mood can be happy 4 u, its lucky tat u havent get a scolding.. If u choose to continue, I guess I might be the first to gif u a scolding coz u deserve 1..

So my hp bill is here too, the bill is SO nice, $109.99.. Dun ask me y izzit so ex, I didnt even notice bout it.. I guess changing my plan soon.. Or else I'll nid to listen to my parents' nagging everydae.. No matter wat, I wun change my no, so the other can contact me more easily.. Especially I lost my phone twice n lost my frenz numbers.. Haiz~

So attend a grad nite meeting in the afternoon, everyone frm the express clz is frm ex 2/2 except for Pamy who replace Haoren.. Our Grad nite is either on 25, 26 or 27 Nov, depending the hotel our sch choose.. I still wander wat will the clz vote 4 tml.. Cant wait to attend Grad Nite however I muz do well in my studies or else I can attend the Grad Nite twice.. Haha..

Kit said it at 9:16:00 PM

So tis morning in sch for my coloured hair, it had been like tat since the start of the yr.. I dun understand y the teachers catch oni now.. So on the way home, I brought a dark brown hair dyes n DIY at home.. So now I'm dying my hair.. Hopefully nth will go wrong later.. So nowaday I become quite weird, which wat the other sae I'm acting cute.. Although it dun sound nice, I quite enjoy the way I am now.. Play n fool around n etc.. However many ppl dun like the way I am now.. So mayb I should juz be back to my own self like wat the other use to.. But I guess it might take quite sometime bcoz I'm kitmin..

Anyway, was thinking of smth on my way home.. It is like tis, X is into some sort of prob n quite trouble by it.. Y think tat its nth n gif X advise.. However when Y met the same prob, Y forget how he think bout X in the past n the advise he gif X.. Now its X's turn to gif advise.. Quite weird rite? But tis often occur in my daily life.. Y human can solve other ppl prob but not his own? I juz cant understand it, as I oso into tis kind of situation occasionally.. So second situation is W has his own decision, but he still ask Z's advise.. In the end, W followed his own decision.. Haha, I think tis is funny but it do happened n quite often.. Is the above a natural reaction for human? I dunno..

Kit said it at 5:39:00 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

So another day had passed, I spent most of time in front of tis com.. As I hav nth to do.. I started to design a blog, my first own make blog but its not very well done compare to the others.. Tried to understand wat izzit bout, like all the code so on.. But meaning still copy n paste.. Haha, not tat pro yet.. So finally I came out wif a final fantasy VIII blog, haha, not again.. However I didnt use it as I still prefer my current blog to tat.. So in other not to waste my effort, I post it in blogskins, I named it World of fantasy -- FFVIII.. It certainly hav 43 ppl downloading it n hav 5stars(coz oni 1 ppl rated it).. It get the most dl compare to the other blogs made todae.. I'm so happy bout tis positive remark.. However there ppl comment tat its overwhelming n coz giddy.. Haha, I admit tis, coz I tried to put every single thing in it.. However I didnt wan to go into making blog coz I dun hav photoshop to design orginal nice pic.. N its reali troublesome.. Hmm, its a nice experience 4 me anyway..

Kit said it at 11:47:00 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2004

I'm tired, reali tired.. I dun mean physically but emotionally.. I tried so hard yet I juz cant reach it n I noe its impossible.. Wan to gif up yet I cant, actually I gave up long ago, watching wat I shouldnt see happening, noeing wat I shoudnt noe at the start.. I wish to leave tis city n live in jungle, dun wish to care wat happening around me regardless of wat.. Coz wat I wish for is so near to me yet I cant even reach it.. But I noe I'm not at the end yet coz I still hav energy to call 4 help.. However, I dun wish to noe wat the end look like coz I'm a coward..

Thinking back bout my bdae, a day tat no 1 remember.. When finally I recieved a bdae msg, I started crying.. It seen to be childish but the feeling of being forgotten by other is terrible.. Mayb the others think I'm deserve tis, coz I'm nth in their life.. Frm den I understand I'm so not important.. Now I started to hav the same feeling of being neglected by others, loneliness inside my heart.. Mayb the others didnt do so but I juz hav the feeling.. Its so cold, my imaginary hell like.. I started to question myself, y I feel tis.. N I remember smth, a human being oni started to feel lonely when someone step into their life n walk out again.. Mayb tis is part of life, smth I cant accept yet nid to go through.. If anyone read tis, I wish to tell u, I'm reali alrite n not going to do 2pid stuff.. But I doubt anyone will..

Kit said it at 11:32:00 PM

Friday, May 14, 2004

So sleepy.. Even though I juz woke up aft hibernate, smth is wrong wif me.. Even when I'm out, the first thing in my mind is sleeping.. Haiz~ So todae get back my EL n amaths paper, did quite badly.. But its so call expected, wat I put in is wat I get, cant blame other beside myself.. However still upset by my EL, its like quite easy, I personally oso feel so when I'm doing it yet I oni get a juz pass grade.. The other sae well done, its better than ur normal result, I dunno how to smile by hearing tis, its mean my standard is always fail, will oni pass once in a blue moon.. Its true but I juz simply accept the fact n it hurt me.. Haiz~

So tis morning, I heard a news, tis piece of news my mum told me b4 but I dun reali believe.. At first I tot its a rumour but its a fact.. Bcoz of a quarrel, our sch guy slashed another 1 wif a pen knife n coz him to lie in hospital.. I think its a bit far too much, the guy nv tot of the consequences.. I guess its too late to regret now, its lucky tat his fren didnt die yet.. However, I dun like the way our sch settle such prob, mayb not sch bot MOE.. Its like if there is any police charge against him, he will be expelled frm sch.. So u mean when there is any, the sch will wash their hands n sae, "He is no longer our student!" Wat is tis? Juz bcoz the sch made a name 4 itself, it should spoil its reputation by such a case so they juz expelled the pupil? Its sound so irresponsible, at least to me.. Secondly, our vp questioned the sch, y no 1 reported to the office bout tis? I tot tat in the past she sae b4, dun get to unneccesary trouble by witness smth or watever.. If its so, den dun it sound ironic? I dun understand wat the sch is teaching us.. I cant imagine how the sch wif reali gd name reacted to tis..

Kit said it at 9:16:00 PM

Thursday, May 13, 2004

So todae woke up very late.. Around 9:30? As my paper start at 11:15 n it oni last for less than half an hour, I think its a waste of time.. Will come back to tis chinese listening later, there smth I wan to tok bout.. So aft tat, I went to cindy's house to borrow her cheer costume n went out wif the other which include mark, clarence n jason n fahizul aft sometime.. Den we first went to Esplanade, I finally brought some praline..

These r wat I brought, its quite ok, will try a diff shop next time.. So aft tat me n clarence left n went to bishan stadium 4 cheerleading.. Todae is quite ok, way to success but its too late coz we r stepping down soon..

Aft game, Joshua, Xinlong n me tok bout some frenz stuff.. Was telling Joshua, had him ever tried to use another ppl to forget whoever u reali love juz bcoz he like u.. However, when the ppl left u, u had found out tat u reali in love wif him but he is no longer there.. Y human is juz tat weird, since u look at front which u cant reach or look at the back which already the past.. Juz look beside u, tat ppl is always there but u wun notice.. Until 1 day, u nid to turn to ur back for him den u started to regret.. I cant ask anyone not to make the same mistake, as u wun noe u r making a mistake until u done it, tis is life I guess..

So, back to chinese listening, the 3rd 1 is bout a fren wif diff faces.. When I heard it, I think its reali true.. There r many ppl r like tat, mayb even include me, I dunno.. The world is becoming so fake, at times, I dun even wat is real n false, even myself.. However, I noe smth, if u wan to survive in tis reality world, u muz be false.. Sound weird but true.. However I'm stilling hoping for a world when everyone believe each other, n nv hav doubt, ppl oso wun cheat on each other.. Its a dream but it may come true..

Kit said it at 11:22:00 PM

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Todae, 12 May, the end of mid yr examination for clz 4/4 pupils who had drop bio.. YEAH! I had waited 4 tis day long ago.. Does it mean we will get our freedom? I dun think so as the actual r coming up next.. Not reali scared but feeling exciting.. Haha, weird.. I dun understand y I'm so tired todae, can even fell asleep while watching vcd in cindy's house.. I guess todae I can slp up to 10 hrs! As tml listening is very late..

So tml actual plan is going to Esplanade wif the other, I cant wait to taste those lovely praline.. However there is cheerleading at nite too.. Tis is the prob come in.. Firstly many ppl dunno there is a match going on.. Secondly the time is not even set yet.. Thirdly is how to contact everyone as most of them didnt come to sch tml.. Haiz~ Seriously I wished tat tis will be cancelled.. In tis way, all the prob will solve, I oso can hav my praline.. But I dun think I should think tis way, its very selfish.. Haiz~ Dunno wat to do now, hope Mr Ling reply asap..

Kit said it at 9:09:00 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

So since tis morning, I was like scare of everything.. Starting I dun dare to open my rm door.. I think I reali watch too much movie n my imagination goes wild.. Den when I'm on the bus, there like very few ppl.. N there was oni 2 amksian including me.. The sky was so bright todae, bcoz of tis, I tot tat my hp time is wrong n I oso I'm late.. Luckily I was on time..

So, todae is pratical paper.. The teachers kept scolding non-stop, cant reali blame them as partially is our fault.. Den later in lab, the appliance 4 physic experiment like not working well.. When I asked the teachers, they sae its perfectly alrite.. Weird rite.. Our sch should improve on tis, or else wat if tis is the actual O level.. Den during Chemistry experiment, I spilled the chemical during the process of heating, its all over the floor.. The teachers were helping me to clean up n I hav redo part of it.. Luckily I did end on time..

So aft tis, we nid to go to library n stay there 4 3hrs.. At first I wanted to study my history, but u noe, we still end up chit chatting.. So we had our lunch in KFC n I went home aft tat immediately to get some sleep.. I'm quite upset, was feeling ignore by my fren, its reali hurt as tat ppl I regard as gd fren.. I oso dunno wat had happened to result in tis.. Mayb its isn't so, juz tat I'm over sensitive, hopefully..

Kit said it at 9:59:00 PM

Monday, May 10, 2004

The blogger has new image, finally.. The comment part I still not very sure.. Ok, so todae b4 the start of sch.. We r toking bout watching dawn of the dead.. Finally! Tis coz me to be so excited tat I didnt concentrate on my papers.. I juz wished tat they r over soon.. So aft sch, some of us rushed home to change.. Later, Tanapol, Jay n Johnny.. Tis 3 guy oso join us.. At first, we tot tat a few of us will not be allow to enter, however it went even smoothly than I tot..

Ok, so the show start.. B4 it offically started, I dunno wat happened to the 3 gals on my left(cindy, maha n chengyin) They hav already prepare to scream.. Throughout the whole show, I'm the most quiet gal.. Haha~ I can the show is nice, 4 me, it included sound effect by the 3 gals.. They r the oni 3 ppl screaming in the cinema.. The thing tat reali shocked me most is the 2pid dead baby which look like a awful doll.. Haiz~ I cant sae tis show is scary, instead I should use the word gross to describe it.. The whole show is quite interesting, u will be excited as the living dead is chasing aft the human, kept hoping tat living dead wun kill any 1.. N at the end of the show, when 50% of the ppl had left the cinema.. We r too lazy to move, n thx to tis, we r manage to watch the final ending.. Its not a happy ending anymore.. Like wat we expected, everyone was dead..

So aft the movie, we juz walked around.. I dunno wat happened to everyone, almost everyone started to sae 'my ass' n 'fuck', tis is started frm someone, tis ppl is.. Haha~ U noe urself.. Throughout the few hours, I think u hav sae these 4 many times n keep beating ppl like u always did.. Haha~ Juz kidding, dun angry hor.. Ok, I think I tot too much in my blog.. So I should end it here.. B4 I 4get, u all should visit cindy's blog coz I guess she will write smth tat is INTERESTING.. Haha~

Kit said it at 9:52:00 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Omg! I'm so blur.. I didnt noe tat there's a sci paper tml.. All the while I tot its geo paper.. I juz look at my organiser, it stated tat tml is sci paper.. I dun understand y on earth I tot tat the papers tml r emaths n geo instead of emaths n sci.. I oni knew it juz now when clarence tok me.. I oni can admit tat I'm reali a blur log.. Erm.. Can I ask u all 1 question, am I always tat blur?

So todae mother's day dinner end up at KFC.. Not my idea, its my aunt.. Y we should spent such a day at such a place, I dun understand n oso dun wish to understand.. The que is so long, n its our turn, we ordered 12 sets straight away.. The ppl behind us were quite shocked n irriated.. The cashier took around 30mins to attend to us.. I can see she wasn't very happy but wat kind of attitude is tis.. Haiz~ However myself in her shoe, its reali a tough job 4 her.. So we sat near the children playground, the kids playing there r damn noisy.. No 1 there can stand them, they r screaming at each other at the top of their voice.. Its true tat its a playground, however its a fast food resturant too.. The parents finally came aft quite some time n brought their children away in order to avoid even more attention..

Haiz~ Todae is another normal but tiring day.. I dun think I still can study now.. Mayb wake up early tml to do so.. I'm lucky tat tml paper aint difficult.. So I'm going to bed now.. Juz change my pillow, hopefully I can get use to it tonite.. Haha~ Byez.. Nitez..

Kit said it at 11:18:00 PM

Todae is so boring.. Later at nite, will go out wif my granny n family.. So I spent the whole morning watching flash frm h2ocity.. There r 2 bro, 1 called hot water another called cold water, their action r quite funny.. If u hav nth to do, take a look.. I think frm now onward, I put a link on my left table.. A small entainment corner to share funny or nice flash I came across wif u all.. I'll will change once a few days.. Haha.. Feeling quite sleepy now, wan to take a nap.. Will blog later, mayb not..

Kit said it at 4:16:00 PM

Saturday, May 08, 2004

1 day had passed, todae, I spent most of the time sleeping.. Haha, will become a pig soon.. Erm.. No way, I dun wan to hav a family members like her! Oh, I'm so lame.. So tis morning is reali boring, I went to mess.be to dl skin.. N mark told me bout tis package tat allow u change over 25 themes.. It sound cool n I downloaded it.. N certainly I'm using a penguin theme!

Isn't it cute, its round n not square! I start toking rubbish again.. N everyone in my msn turn to penguin!(Its ok if u dun understand, I dun understand either) So aft tat, I went to slp, its my hobby anyway, muz practise it often.. When I woke up, I recieve a call frm cindy.. So I'm ready to edit another 1, tis time the skin is reali nice.. If u dun believe, look at Cindy's blog.. I took a long time to edit her skin, it is because the designer 4get to save a space for the tag-board.. So I put it at the side.. Due to tis, I learnt more bout html code, noe wat the no r 4.. In the past, I oni noe copy n paste.. Haha~

So aft tat, I hav my dinner around 10:30pm.. I'm reali hungry n oso dun wan my mum to get upset as nowaday I didnt eat wat she cook.. Tis remind me its mother's day tml, mayb I wake up early in the morning n cook 4 my mum tis time round.. Hopefully I wun mess up the kitchen.. So the tml will be the same every yr, the whole family(father side) will go out wif my granny to celebrate.. I wan to make decision of the place tis yr, look for smth diff frm the usual.. Haha..

Kit said it at 11:42:00 PM

Friday, May 07, 2004

Juz came back home.. Home is the best place on earth, haha.. So aft my amaths paper, I waited in my granny house to see if the gal r going out.. So Chengyin n me went out aft her lit paper.. We r reali sick of J8, orchard n Bugis, so we decided the place oni aft we met.. First we went to central to buy food, den I recieve a msg frm Jay.. So we looked 4 him n chuanyao in KFC.. Saw weilun there, he didnt change, juz look the same as the past.. I suppose the gal behind him should be his gal fren, should be rite.. So we left n we two decided our desination, Chinatown.. We took 166 n end up miss our stop, so we got off at harbour front mrt station.. N we took the train to Chinatown.. Its kinda boring there, nth to do.. B4 we went home, we went to OG juz to walk around.. Our topic started frm bra to food, I dunno how izzit related too.. Haha.. Den we took diff bus home.. I got off near xinmin pri, end up still lost in hougang.. I called my dad n he cant believe tat.. A gal tat live in an area for 5yrs still can lose there.. So end up, the building behind me is hougang pt aft walking 4 sometime.. Erm, should I sae GAL hav no sense of direction or its ME tat hav no sense of direction.. Haiz~ Anyway, I'm use to it..

Kit said it at 9:41:00 PM

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Now is 9:19pm.. Jun juz drop xiong com on the floor, making him furious.. Now he is fixing it so I cant go online, copy n paste tis on my blog later.. I didn’t reali do well in my mid yr exam, instead I hav done quite badly.. I keep on telling my parents tat I wun do well 4 tis, they oni ask me to try my best.. But the prob, I hav the feeling they will blame me 4 tat.. I dun understand y izzit so.. Actually I’m quite lucky to hav understanding parents.. Tat y I feel bad, they treat me so well, den the more I should not let them down.. Dad n mum, I’ll promise u all tat I’ll study very hard 4 my prelim, wun let u 2 down again.. There’s 1 interesting thing now, I’m not studying n yet I felt stress n headache.. Tat so weird but if I’m not wrong, everyone should feel the same now, rite?

Tml is my amaths paper 2, my most fearful paper.. However, I dun feel like studying, I feel more like sleeping.. Haiz~ I dun understand y I do tis, hav I given up? But I dun wish to give up! Haha.. My thinking is so diff frm my action.. So if I reali wan to do well, I still hav around 5mths more.. In tis 5mths, I muz work specially hard on my amaths.. I hav to re-study my sec4 work n some sec3 I'm bad in like log, trigo n coordinate geometry.. Tis not going to be easy.. Firstly, I’m far behind everyone, beside learning amaths, I still hav to revise.. So I hav to race against time, can I take it n do I hav the patience n dtermination to do so? A serious question tat I should juz lie to myself by simply saying a ‘yes’.. Secondly, I still hav another 6 subjects to study beside amaths.. I cant juz do well in amaths n dun care bout anything rite.. If I do so, I’ll still will flunk my O level.. Haiz~ I should hav deep thought bout tis..

So nearest O level paper is my Chinese O level.. My ‘nearest’ tis time round is reali near.. Its on 31 May, it is less than a mth n it means 25 days away oni.. Chinese is my strength, I muz do well 4 it.. If I juz score well 4 my first exam, I dun nid to retake.. Tis mean I can concentrate on the other subjects in the next half a yr.. Tat sound so gd.. However the first step is I nid to do very well in tis coming exam.. Stressful huh.. Ok, I aim to get at least an A2 4 my Chinese, the lowest is B3 or I’ll retake.. Now I state here so everyone will noe bout tis.. Tis ,mean I cant backup.. Ppl, u all be my witness.. Omg, I wrote so much.. Its 10 now, should study a bit or slp now.. Nitez..

Kit said it at 10:09:00 PM

Dunno wat had happened, my shoulder is aching.. Its so painful.. When I move it, it makes weird sound.. Its already 2 days, I hate tis.. Haiz~ Aft tml, I guess I'll the feeling tat the exam is over.. Tat so gd! Den mayb I wan to watch movie in the weekend.. The movie I wanted to watch most is dawn of the dead.. It seen to be scary, juz like resident evil.. The other will be.. Erm.. See first.. Haha.. Tis few days I keep looking at html code, trying to use them for my blog.. To make it even better, however too much thing will spoil it.. Haiz~ I wan to find a new blogskin but I reali like tis 1.. I'll think bout it again during June holiday..

Kit said it at 1:43:00 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

I'm reali reali pissed off todae.. I think I lost my textbook again.. N Joshua borrowed my physic guide bk n didnt return.. I was so panic, I reali nid my physic to pull my sci up as I had already flunk my chem.. Still wondering wan to study Amaths anot, since the start of tis yr, my amaths can oni use a word to decribe, suck.. Gd thing bout tml amaths is 60% of it is frm sec 3 work which I'm more familiar wif.. Bad thing, the other 40% of it, I hav no idea wat going on.. Haiz~ I guess I better gave up amaths so I can concentrate on other subjects..

Kit said it at 5:27:00 PM

Monday, May 03, 2004

Hurray! My com is back to normal now.. I rather use my own own than my bro, its much better.. So todae we hav chemistry n geography paper.. I studies till around 1 plus for my chem n didnt study 4 my geo.. N end up, I still dunno how to do chem.. However the geo tat I wan to gif up last min, surprisingly I still can manage to ans all the question.. Bcoz I didnt study, I try to choose topic tat r so called common sense.. Its such a relief.. So aft I went home I started to hibernate, I slept frm 3 to 7pm.. Bcoz I dun hav enuff slp ytd, aft chem I felt so restless.. I tell my parents tat I wun do well tis time round n they juz ask me to do my best.. My parents r quite understanding, thx u.. So, going to study 4 my emaths tml but not too late.. I dun wan to fall sick juz bcoz of 1 mid yr exam.. Its not worth it..

Kit said it at 8:30:00 PM

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Todae is such a boring day.. Smth went wrong wif my com, I can online but I cant sign in msn or go to any webby.. So its useless to be online.. So the whole morning I was sleeping.. Aft I woke up, I wana to study but aft studied 4 15mins, I'm still on the same page.. Haiz~ Actually I'm not familiar wif tml subjects but I dunno y I dun hav the mood 4 tat.. Even though Clarence told me tat everyone was studying, I'm still not affected by it.. Smth muz goes wrong, wake up kit! Time to study! Hopefully tis work.. I think I oni hav mood to study until nite time.. I guess I'm indeed an owl like wat my family sae.. So mayb take a nap now n at nite, there will be a hardworking kit.. Hopefully..

Kit said it at 6:29:00 PM